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5-16-26 I’m 47 in 13 days. My first thought this morning. At house now, getting ready for day in Sonoma County with Nurse, visiting friend Taryn at her winery, just up the road a few miles from our condo, which still hasn’t fucking sold. I’m impatient, and not really sure what the fuck the realtor…

Teaching day.

Nurse and her youngest daughter out for a nail appt, little girls time. Me, here with so many ideas and intentions for the day….  DECIDED TO STOP…. What exactly.  Everything from overthinking, to self-doubting like I said, wondering, worrying, or any bullshit cognition a human can produce. DAY SIX…. That’s where we are.  Won’t lie,…

thinking about it…

Developing a playbook.  Rooted in sales practice and thought, the Consumer Sales Training Story, yes, but more than that. Career Heights, I can’t stay away from the idea.  Put it on the blog earlier, and how do you get there, I asked my student. How do you get from the envisioned to the material?  Still…

Career Heights Highway idea…..

Getting away from sales for a minute.  Thinking of a more universal and applicable mode. Never again, EVER, having to be on-time to a shitty job. We spend so much of our lives at work.. WORK, not home…. Why not love it? Why not have it be more than what you could envision?? Gripped by…

This…

Sunday sensibility. 💥‼️🖊️☮️‼️🔥

Me v ME.  See what happens.  For the next 31 days.

How I feel now, Composed.  Confident, and…. Well….. assured. Manifesting, but in a different way.  Not some corny bumper sticker way. Not letting Mike Madigan fail, not letting him make excuses, or talk himself out of shit. 12:55, already.  How is the day flying by as it does?  Focus on the moment, as Mom advised…

I wake up a fighter,

Me, this morning. The bird chorus usually outside… seeing goals satisfied. Reaching more Road. Not pausing or even slightly stalling till I land. Waking, to new words. New voices and now with coffee and kitchen coffee table typed in phone and again seeing ME, more. Stopping with old ways, old decisions, old reactions… and giving…

Thoughts…

Doing something for myself this morning. Coffee date, with ME. Enjoying the quiet, piece, time to SELF… Older I get, I’m after this more.  Coffee, a scone, and one of the Nurse’s and my most loved huts. Mindful this Saturday morning, after taking all three kids to three different locations.  Not looking too far into…