12:33

Lunch till 13:15. Home after that. Tired and had to force character in class.  Did quite well, if I can be honest.  I knew my thoughts weren’t giving me an adequate assessment of my state, the morning, how confident or excited I was about class. Student is engaged, experienced, communicative.  Seriously, it’s like the Universe…

5-5-26

On lunch…. Loving the day, but missing the Nurse. Found something in my teaching approach today, and what I stress.  Again, putting it on me to go outside and a bit intentionally distanced from expected or tiresome sales language and ideology….  Peace of mind. Empathy. Presence… ACCESSIBILITY. One more cup…. Hot, strong, writer-intended. Everything where…

May 5th, 2026…  Tuesday.

Made it to HQ, thankfully… no issues or episodes with the RAV. Ready for training, should go all day since I didn’t get to teach yesterday. More than sales, I’m focusing on culture, making it your own, CORE VALUES, Key Behaviors…. Going outside the sales word and idea. Yes, I’m a Consumer Sales Trainer/Sales Training…

Still recovering mood-wise from this morning’s car incident.

And the fucking test I had to pay for, the “diagnostic” as they called it, came up with NO-THING.  But I still had to pay. In home office, one espresso, a double, down.  May have another… keep this writer in the chair, don’t move I say to myself. Working on speech/short essay for Thursday.  Trying…

5-1-25

Birthday month.  And this month, more SELF-Care/Love/Talk.  More elevation. This morning forgetting my phone at Peet’s here in town, first time I’ve ever done that.  Luckily our friend behind the counter, making the drinks or on the 1’s and 2’s like I always say, Aaron, saw I left it and kept it safe.  Perfect but…

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19:46 Back from dinner with Nurse and two of her friends, both Nurses. Me, waking early tomorrow.  And running.  Testing SELF.  Just what I need.  Realization. At the table with a stainless Chard, thoughtful and calm and wanting to share ideas.  No vein intention, just to read.  In fact, NO—  No “speaking” engagements. I don’t…

Collect

Nothing to force Move with tundra temper There’s already the shape From that and your chair take There is on Road, no maze