10-25-26

09:40 Kids playing, easy morning.  Coffee, Nurse and work and missing her and still stunned by how amazing this life is.  Not overthinking it.  In fact, like I wrote so many times last week – NO.THINKING. Coffee Zen Love, taking new shape, and showing me where to place attention.  Focus, frame, passion in the stage….

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ME…

10/25/2026 MARRIED.AS.FUCK. 23 days, KNOT TIED. Happiness….. IMAGINE.THAT.

Memory…

The vineyard walks… Some Of the richest peace, and most meaningful meditations I’ve ever felt.

Early up with the Nurse’s new schedule.

Alarm at 06:00…. To Peet’s for coffee. A little conversation with her, then quiet. Outside, dark. Might as well be midnight. Kids asleep, enjoying this quiet. Quick latte drag…. Hear that rooster from one of the properties behind us. Need this. Quiet…. We all do. Time and it’s cruel speed, no longer seen as just…

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Heading downstairs for a quick lunch.  12:04

Lecture I gave on MDU ACQ has me charged and electric, in fighter mode, anything I want I can get… just, FIGHT for it. No violence, just relentlessness.  Designed destiny, sent to this. The barks, hardly on my harp – why, no hearing. Deaf to their clef… This feels like a spell I never want…

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Coffee.  Journal.  Love.

Gratitude. Grateful for one element, then twelve. How it has to be. Eternally. And, poetically. This, the rewritten ME.

jouRNaling…

All thoughts today logged.  Lecture at 10:30… in the character of characters for this English Professor now Consumer Sales Trainer.  72 slides, in an hour.  Will be sped of course, especially for a course that goes two days from those 72 PowerPoint frames.  Excited to present, and in a sec will be writing some points…

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