Today, focusing on NOT thinking. No excess measurement, no extensive deliberating or meditating, just moving. Doing. Seeing what happens. Nurse messages me, I smile. Can’t believe it… 91 days. Time is no joke with its determination and execution. So, why think? Seriously…. I have wasted so much time, TIME, thinking. Rather than doing, moving, exploring,…
Already well into the two o’clock world. I’m in a new whirl…
The Fearless I decided weeks ago, and again today, this morning, forming a new WORLD. Within the one already drawn, new pages new dawn— The data feels easy, and generous. But it goes quickly. As if to… encourage me to think less. Stop thinking about what to type or do next. Less architect. More witness….
7-2-2026
Home office. Slow day, before long 4th weekend. Rescheduled a check-in for Monday. Want to take the camera out, shoot whatever I can find, shoot some video… But I don’t want to take away from the #coffeezenlove idea, project, shop and business. I feel like there is something here, in this idea. Coffee, which of…
Back from lunch, and deciding to focus on things I might otherwise ignore or maybe not even see. And now that I think about it… I haven’t had a coffee since getting here.
When was the last time that happened? I relax in this realization, stare at this screen like it’s some waterfall I stumbled upon while on a hike. Can feel the run, and always feel my age. Or I feel like I can. And maybe I can, so then… change. Anything. Habits. Bedtime. Diet, again. Only…
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Back from a run. Over 4 miles, pace was okay. My third straight day, running. Consistency is what I’m after, mostly. Of course I would to hit that 5-mile minimum streak, but I need to work for that, and with this heat, I need to work harder. 12:11…. Lunch time, and yes I brought one. …
I JUST DECIDED TO STOP
Q3…. And, I’m almost too alive this morning. Deciding a new language and activity, how I create content in this Content Story project that I started 4/1 this year. And…. Creating more. All moments. Everything. Like this meeting, that I’m truly using as a time block to write here in the book, on the blog….
Deciding that everything is a story. This coffee cup, the cold coffee in it from hours ago.
The meeting I just had with my Sales Ops Director, encouraging me to keep doing what I’m doing, and how this opportunity with this Sales Academy as we call it opens all the doors. I mean, ALL OF THEM. Everything I’ve wanted in a career, or job. Each one of my listed passions, anything…
from I JUST DECIDED TO STOP …
BLOG – 6/30/2026 Tuesday. In office. Voicing notes on the way over here… DECIDING. Turning it into an Art, a practice, a method and mind and philosophy, and a bit of a detachment. From??? Happy you asked…. From expectations of others, from waiting for a response, from any contingency. Standing here at the desk, texting…
More BOLDNESS from me….
Only way it can be. I want to be back on Catalina, other places like it. Paris, less than four months away. Checking in on self, weekly project… calm. Commuting tomorrow to office and already a list of target scribbled in journal. The Composition book I’ve been using since working for that corporation. Still can’t…
Back from a vacation.
Catalina. Just writing in the book-length letting I’m writing to the Nurse for our wedding that it passed like it didn’t happen. So fast, but … so poignant in a singular message. DEVOUR AND LEARN FROM ALL OF IT. Accept Time’s speed. Otherwise, you stress. You fret. You bring yourself to a certain break in…
Happiness
No matter what.
A minute to meditate…
Again saying to myself, you don’t need much. It’s all right here. This writer, more than ever-ever-EVER, getting it. Seeing and feeling the significance of the immediate. Writing taking a back seat. Full on photog, me now. Yesterday walking on the beach, the main stretch down there, whatever the street’s name is. Capturing whatever I…