And the fucking test I had to pay for, the “diagnostic” as they called it, came up with NO-THING. But I still had to pay. In home office, one espresso, a double, down. May have another… keep this writer in the chair, don’t move I say to myself. Working on speech/short essay for Thursday. Trying…
Working on prospecting, starting new conversations. On the drive back from Sonoma County, this was all that was in the writer’s head.
But I wasn’t thinking of it as a writer. But a sales professional. Selling what?? SITES. Websites. Of any kind. Small Business, the current focus and vertical. 10 conversations for the day. Stopping there for now… building a site. Just an idea for now, but then another finds my attention and I put it to…
Wine revisit…
Memories and new pages, blended.
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Birthday month. And this month, more SELF-Care/Love/Talk. More elevation. This morning forgetting my phone at Peet’s here in town, first time I’ve ever done that. Luckily our friend behind the counter, making the drinks or on the 1’s and 2’s like I always say, Aaron, saw I left it and kept it safe. Perfect but…
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19:46 Back from dinner with Nurse and two of her friends, both Nurses. Me, waking early tomorrow. And running. Testing SELF. Just what I need. Realization. At the table with a stainless Chard, thoughtful and calm and wanting to share ideas. No vein intention, just to read. In fact, NO— No “speaking” engagements. I don’t…
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Nothing to force Move with tundra temper There’s already the shape From that and your chair take There is on Road, no maze
Writing a manuscript on focus, now. On discipline…. Here in the loft of the Vacaville home, listening to airplanes pass, and this LoFi.
Blend of music and world, forming a new music and Beatific terrain. The focus now, after some drawing board activity – SALES ENABLEMENT. Not in any trite or overused or over-misused way. There is something here…. Yesterday in the office, listening to other colleagues and their ideas. How this is more than an internet company,…
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4-30-26 Closing a month, opening new doors, ready to introduce the next month to a new YOU. Enjoy the conversations on this beautiful day, challenge yourself to stay focused in a unique way, and ask yourself to produce in a new, more BOLD form. Happy Day, everyone. Here if you need anything…. MM ::: What…
Back from the meeting and I don’t know which way to land, or go.
Thinking and overthinking. Then I say, be dangerous. Be the opposite of organized. Just free-write. I’m hyphenating that now, used to put it as one words to page but I want both anchor accentuated. Standing at desk. No run today. GOD.DAMN.IT. Oh well, this is the Road for me now, at the desk and making…
Killing indecisive moments right where they walk.
Where they try to develop and assemble. Not today, I told myself a minute ago. Not interested. Got up and walked around, finally exercised that objectivity that can show you more. Where you see what you’re maybe doing wrong, or how you could be more thoughtful with your time. Long exhale just now, in this…
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Quarterly meeting today. Thinking on the drive over here about my Practiced Authenticity stress and exploration in these trainings. Feel sometimes like I should enroll in my own class. Just be me… stop fucking thinking so much, and be real, but with more direction. Not going to say focus, because now I see my…
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