I JUST DECIDED TO STOP

Q3…. And, I’m almost too alive this morning. Deciding a new language and activity, how I create content in this Content Story project that I started 4/1 this year.  And…. Creating more. All moments. Everything.  Like this meeting, that I’m truly using as a time block to write here in the book, on the blog….

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BLOG – 6/30/2026 Tuesday.  In office.  Voicing notes on the way over here… DECIDING. Turning it into an Art, a practice, a method and mind and philosophy, and a bit of a detachment. From???  Happy you asked…. From expectations of others, from waiting for a response, from any contingency. Standing here at the desk, texting…

More BOLDNESS from me….

Only way it can be. I want to be back on Catalina, other places like it. Paris, less than four months away. Checking in on self, weekly project… calm.  Commuting tomorrow to office and already a list of target scribbled in journal.  The Composition book I’ve been using since working for that corporation.  Still can’t…

Back from a vacation.

Catalina. Just writing in the book-length letting I’m writing to the Nurse for our wedding that it passed like it didn’t happen.  So fast, but … so poignant in a singular message. DEVOUR AND LEARN FROM ALL OF IT. Accept Time’s speed.  Otherwise, you stress.  You fret. You bring yourself to a certain break in…

A minute to meditate…

Again saying to myself, you don’t need much. It’s all right here.  This writer, more than ever-ever-EVER, getting it.  Seeing and feeling the significance of the immediate. Writing taking a back seat.  Full on photog, me now.  Yesterday walking on the beach, the main stretch down there, whatever the street’s name is.  Capturing whatever I…

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Catalina Island… Time to collect, rest, detach.  But, can’t help the flowering of ideas, thought, seeing Stories and something to learn in everything. This morning, a run.  4 miles, launching just after 7 I think.  Humidity, first thing I noticed.  Ran past the dock, then turned around and back, some steps around downtown. Dominant thought…

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13:27 Ideas.  New ideas.  Call after presentation, then some other work to tend to. This Content Storm given new energy, new life and height.  All regards. In the meeting, mentioning that, the Sales Heights Highway, but additionally the model for attaining a CAREER HEIGHTS actuality. Another coffee, why not…. Mood now, calm, Composition and honor…

WEDNESDAY JUNE 24TH, 2026 —> FEELING, more FEARLESS.

And it’s true.. in everything. The #coffeezenlove company closer to an actuality… starting online, of course, but this morning’s notes giving me more energy for the idea. Presenting on the Sales Academy later.  Beyond, oh my fucking…. So excited.  Making this my own, same thing I tell my students. Deciding to do EVERYTHING.  That’s all…