Coffee, the moment, Is always setting Zen giving LOVE and showing us the Art in all moments all rooms All thoughts and possibilities
Time is just a thing. Not even. An idea, at best.
I’m choosing to ignore it. Uncle Stevie over last night, meeting my best man and his wife. And the time flew by. Like the Nurse advised me long ago, “Just accept it.” That it will pass, quicker than you’re capable of measuring, appreciating, inventorying or even simply noticing. Just how it is. Just after seven…
Into the afternoon…. Day still moving.
Didn’t log 5 miles as I’d hoped. But got out there… 5k ran, then walked a mile. Fuck it, I’ll take it. Uncle gets here in a little over an hour. Planning the weekend. Wine tasting and dinner with CZ tomorrow, but not till a fishing mission with Uncle Stevie. Bought a fishing license this…
10:42… working on a presentation. For work, next week.
Back from two errands – getting a fishing license, and some wine and other points for dinner tonight with everyone. Chris and his wife, Uncle Stevie… and again seeing that only 2 weeks, 1 day remain. Till Alter. And me… here in the home office.. building. This EVERYTHING Heights Highway, and copy-and-pasting the philosophy and…
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“…I cannot and will not be distracted or diverted off this Road. I refuse. I’m here, present, the driver and determining character in the contour of all events and matter. Friend telling me yesterday or the day before that he just decided to start a publishing company and release all his old writings. That simple. …
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16 days. WHAT? How in the …. it’s time. And I don’t want to wish it away, that’s wishing life away. My life with the Nurse, and I seek to live and madly and wildly and fully and freely in it, with her, as I can. Why get married again? Not many have asked me…
from I JUST DECIDED TO STOP
Where I stand, what I’m thinking. This mood, this Now. What I’m doing next. My next move, thought, or even dream. Enough. I am beyond merely appeased. Not needing to mentally occupy the next month before I’ve finished this fucking coffee. I don’t need to predict anyone’s reaction, especially the antithesis, that sloppy aggressor,…
And today, just moving and not depending on results, or some perfect timing.
This morning before the alarm and on the drive over, I kept saying… keep it simple, keep it simple. Back into yesterday’s projects. Producing new slides and knowing with a circuitry of set certainty what needs to happen. Writing freely. Choosing to smile and not stress and any antithetical garbage given no mind. Yes, finally…
Wine life…
Years ago. 2016(?)
After meeting. And… my confidence is at a height I don’t know I can say it’s ever been.
DECIDING, that this is where I’ll stay. NOTHING, allowed to stop, slow, lower, or interrupt this inward and projected expression. All from this ACQ book. What I’m calling it. Acquisition, acquiring…. Then soon, ACQ-UIRED. Walking around the office, checking in with partners in various departments. Moving quick, so now time to be. Still. Here. With…
On break. Lunch from home, and now, time to Self.
Tired from waking so early. Pushing through it, and centralizing. Seeing this place as a playground, place to test ideas and approaches be it with writing or business or other creative. A Priority Totem Pole, reassessing all fired irons. Did that at lunch, and now thinking of where I am, with age, and how much…