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Espresso, thoughts, more for this new project.  Taking a second.  Music on…. Looking at fasting counter, which is now stopped of course having had lunch just a bit ago. 15+hours, but it doesn’t matter.  No run today.  No interest or energy for it.  Only ‘cause I waited too long.  Not tomorrow.  It’ll be different.  Making…

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09:26 Workbook project.  Just starting. Two articles from the past couple days to post. Time for Oct put in.  The countdown starts. 2nd latte.  Yes, second.  Needed. This writer, different this morning, working at home with the Nurse.  Sales and Sales Language…. Organizing. Project hopping, not going to lie.  But I’m more or less focused….

09:51… up from the desk.  Taking a break.

….. Somewhere between whiteboards, role plays, awkward silences, and unexpected advances, this Consumer Sales Trainer Story is starting to skip into each scene of my life. Finding myself applying the same patience everywhere, the same curiosity in conversation, the same discipline with my own inner dialogue.  Objections stopped feeling like resistance and started sounding like…

At the desk.  07:17

Staying organized in day’s approach.  CV and letter need to be edited, then sent to ….. 2 hour gym session later, and a photog drive to Northern VV, out in the farm and flat/ag’ areas. CV done, letter as well.  Just need to edit.  07:50 Messaging Nurse, listening to LoFi… peaceful morning.  Adding something to…

Thinking, more spreadsheet than word doc.

Coffee with Nurse, reports cards out in office, then notes on certain character types… I’m changing as a writer, since Thursday.  This strength, this freedom, this sight and feel immediate of the life in front of me. Sparkling water at my office on this second floor of the Vacaville home.  I can’t tell is this…

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1-30-26 And, FREE. 06:23 Nurse and I pop early after going to bed earlier than our norm. Counting down till Peet’s Coffee visit.  Me suddenly feeling tired and trying to wake myself up with espresso. Yesterday, finally happening.  Read the book, you’ll see what. FREE.  That should give you a suggestion.  Today class and later…

Teaching today…

08:20. Nurse at work, going in for her committee, calling me on the way to that campus. Me in a mode of GROWTH.  Fearlessness and creative. Talking with the Nurse and feel the sort of strength and unfetteredness I see about her.  Writing and not wavering, no pauses or questioning of SELF. Ever. More coffee,…

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And the day changes shape.  Not sure I’m getting a run in, and that’s fine.  Doesn’t feel right.  Would be forced, and not enjoyable. Will do the 6 I had penned for today, tomorrow.  Moving on… Lunch with old SE at noon.  Talking about Curriculum.  Just now in the Ops meeting, seeing everything as material,…

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Where I AM, What I’m doing….. In office.  09:25 Moving quick.  Project to project.  Sales Heights Highway on the mind….  Need to transfer some creative from phone to this laptop. Keep moving, I tell myself, in the CST Composition.  Sales Ops meeting in a few, and nothing really new to offer.  Just waiting to hear…