Calm ☕️
I make it out for a run. Fast today, must be all the scribbles and jots in this journal, and the friend I was talking to later being suddenly let go….
Hard to categorize, or react to. Shelving it for now. The show must go on, yes, but my radar is up. The EVERYTHING Academy, alive from this book’s decision and proclamation to STOP with the negative. All of it. That antithesis, not heard of or thought, at all. During the 4 miles (4.01 actually… at…
Since Deciding
…..Anecdotal thinking, partially. Relics that summon and layer attitude, about my writing character, new skills and techniques, and from all that new knowledge. This is my statement to the day and promise to the SELF. Deciding to write. Deciding to be calm, composed, compound more character. Deciding to see everything and translate with temperament. Don’t…
What to do with indecision?? Write about it.
Explore it. And… just move. Who cares if it’s some big important, productive effort? MOVE. What I just did.. got out from behind the desk, walked around a bit, made another coffee, came to the writing booth. Trapped what I was feeling here on the page. And the lesson to it… Don’t let the stillness…
HAPPINESS. Imagine that…
No need. I have it. We all do. We only need to decide it. That’s been my task to self today, since I landed at the office. Sitting in quiet, with work done, and just enjoying the nothingness. Which, quite honestly, is anything but. The Now is full of layered happiness. I always say this,…
10/26/2026
10:21 Break, with the coffee. This room, an EVERYTHING Academy. The most dominant idea on the drive over, aside from missing my wife not even being away from her 30 minutes. But… forcing SELF to focus. Habits and structure, creating a new note of freedom in this writer’s day. This, the first note in such…
between exits
Not Just for Others Of course, you worry about the feeling like this. How long will it last, is there a threat out there I don’t know about? You’re happy, and it’s endangered. No, so…. Only if you believe those inner throws. What I’ve learned, and the mode I’m running with, honestly – DON’T THINK…
Just FYI….
I love the wife. ♥️
10-25-26
09:40 Kids playing, easy morning. Coffee, Nurse and work and missing her and still stunned by how amazing this life is. Not overthinking it. In fact, like I wrote so many times last week – NO.THINKING. Coffee Zen Love, taking new shape, and showing me where to place attention. Focus, frame, passion in the stage….
ME…
10/25/2026 MARRIED.AS.FUCK. 23 days, KNOT TIED. Happiness….. IMAGINE.THAT.