What I’m feeling right now, more than anything – STRENGTH. Purpose. Deciding NOW, in this sentence, that I’m not running at lunch but rather taking myself to lunch. Create some content while there, and meditate. Enjoy some time with ME. This writer, his own island and book. Sales, and not. It’s more.. career development and…
Full heart, after last night’s family dinner. Family, smiles, and more victory lap language. Nothing stopping me…. Ever.
In office. One coffee then switching to water. After yesterday’s run, entertaining a break today, rest. Or, a really slow run? Shit I don’t know, decide later. Objective for today, sales content… more than I can count or tell, and building on the content constructed on the drive. Nurse empowering me, reminding me of my…
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Sister’s bday…. How old is she?? Wait…. 45? 6? No…. 45. Already messages and emails, writing, content creation for Sales, a new playbook, for ME. Will share later, possibly. Public Speaking workshop next week. Excited, reminds me of the old Sonic days. I want to speak about the idea of ‘HOME’, not having to ever…
Taking a minute…
Maybe more. Gratitude is something I refuse to rush. 🙏🏼‼️♥️
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Espresso, thoughts, more for this new project. Taking a second. Music on…. Looking at fasting counter, which is now stopped of course having had lunch just a bit ago. 15+hours, but it doesn’t matter. No run today. No interest or energy for it. Only ‘cause I waited too long. Not tomorrow. It’ll be different. Making…
After 11, already. Monday doesn’t mean Monday, not like it used to. Seriously. I’m differently after the divorce being finalized.
My fearlessness and being on-the-offensive mentality and daily walk is something more elevated than I’ve known it to be. I always said I’ll just decide to stop listening to those people, the negative twits and gelatinous dragons that want to slow hurt stall hinder me in any way. Well, now I’m here. It has all,…
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09:26 Workbook project. Just starting. Two articles from the past couple days to post. Time for Oct put in. The countdown starts. 2nd latte. Yes, second. Needed. This writer, different this morning, working at home with the Nurse. Sales and Sales Language…. Organizing. Project hopping, not going to lie. But I’m more or less focused….
Memories, swarming to me.
Grateful. Learning. Love, Peace…
09:51… up from the desk. Taking a break.
….. Somewhere between whiteboards, role plays, awkward silences, and unexpected advances, this Consumer Sales Trainer Story is starting to skip into each scene of my life. Finding myself applying the same patience everywhere, the same curiosity in conversation, the same discipline with my own inner dialogue. Objections stopped feeling like resistance and started sounding like…
Yesterday…
Sky painting, just for us.
At the desk. 07:17
Staying organized in day’s approach. CV and letter need to be edited, then sent to ….. 2 hour gym session later, and a photog drive to Northern VV, out in the farm and flat/ag’ areas. CV done, letter as well. Just need to edit. 07:50 Messaging Nurse, listening to LoFi… peaceful morning. Adding something to…
Thinking, more spreadsheet than word doc.
Coffee with Nurse, reports cards out in office, then notes on certain character types… I’m changing as a writer, since Thursday. This strength, this freedom, this sight and feel immediate of the life in front of me. Sparkling water at my office on this second floor of the Vacaville home. I can’t tell is this…
