Coffee, the moment, Is always setting Zen giving LOVE and showing us the Art in all moments all rooms All thoughts and possibilities
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Peace. In. NOW.
Nine days till Alter.
Today absolutely feels different. In all the ways. Strength, conviction, FEARLESSNESS. Love…. 12:43. More time to self, and I spend it seeing and feeling where I am in this building, at this intersection of life. MY.Road. Nurse has a patient, so she doesn’t respond right away. I solve a small obstacle here at work. Nothing…
One of those mornings where I’m tired and sluggish and disinterested. But not letting any mood take hold.
I’m acknowledging the mood, and how I feel, but DECIDING to move anyway. In this journal, this book, this life, this new career…. TEN DAYS, till the Nurse and I read vows. Stunned. Thought the day would just keep stepping away from us. But here we are. Moving, and assessing everything about ME, this morning. …
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Espresso echoes appreciation for and humility in the Room…
End of day, almost. Well, I guess technically.
Nurse at work, me getting caught up quick with the SEA, an acronym I might explains later. And now… time to SELF. Like I wrote in the book the other day, “AND NOW THAT I’m HERE…”, taking a second for me. Leaning on gratitude. And how time wants to move as it does, and here…
WFH day….
Day started on a strange and somewhat infuriating note, noticing my laptop was at HQ. FUCK!! So, as I had to and much to my scowl, I drove out to fucking Santa Rosa, got that goddamn laptop and started work around 11:40-something… 1:22pm now and I’m caught up. That quick. WHY? No other choice. Standing…
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9/19/2026 Bachelor party done. And now… 13 days till we wed. Again, time reminding me it doesn’t care. So, as Uncle Stevie and I talked about… just accept it. Don’t react. Be aligned with its reality and function rather than resisting and cursing it. 7:53am. Hike planned but not sure if we’re going to make…
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We love Halloween, we love Fall, and we love this cute little ghost… ❤️
Everywhere
teaches. ☮️
Time is just a thing. Not even. An idea, at best.
I’m choosing to ignore it. Uncle Stevie over last night, meeting my best man and his wife. And the time flew by. Like the Nurse advised me long ago, “Just accept it.” That it will pass, quicker than you’re capable of measuring, appreciating, inventorying or even simply noticing. Just how it is. Just after seven…
Into the afternoon…. Day still moving.
Didn’t log 5 miles as I’d hoped. But got out there… 5k ran, then walked a mile. Fuck it, I’ll take it. Uncle gets here in a little over an hour. Planning the weekend. Wine tasting and dinner with CZ tomorrow, but not till a fishing mission with Uncle Stevie. Bought a fishing license this…