Hustle mode. A celebration of the otherwise dismissible. Meaning, there is content fucking EVERYWHERE. Yes I play with and at times incorporate AI creative. But there’s no need this morning. NONE. This xmas cup, where I placed coffee for the drive to the Nurse’s campus. These notes, for work. List of recent cohort, 5 students…
Need to be back in the vineyard,
sooner than soon.
from I JUST DECIDED TO STOP
Deciding to stop seeing this as just a book, or collection of notes…. It’s everything. A capturing of the day-to-day, and not wishing for ANYTHING. This morning’s 4-mile run, feeling different, and I won’t stop writing about it. Choosing peace. Not being right, or trying to work harder than anyone else. Just peace. In what…
Coffee.Zen.LOVE.
How to build this business…. I’m thinking too much. Coffee has always been a thing with me, and now with the Nurse and I making the most devoted of traditions in our home, coffee downstairs at the little bar she made for us… the Zen and LOVE entailed, even more vocal to me. In this…
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7-10-26 Nearing mid-month. How…?? 4-mile run this morning. Telling myself this is the start of so many new things. Habits, practices, operationalized efforts. After news yesterday of a Comp adjustment, I’m in entrepreneur modality, with everything. No declarative assurance, just having it written here for me to see again again, today and tomorrow and whenever….
NOTE…
For today… Keeping in mind.
Thought
7-8-2026 13:56
Back from the SpeechMasters meeting, then a quick walk and call with the Nurse, after.
Content today revolving around PEACE. This heart here so full, and I look around and see, and hear, FEEL, stories everywhere. What do I want, as I stand here? Honestly, to test myself… and I know how to do it. There will be no pausing, no questioning, no fucking pausing. EVER. There’s no time for…
Quiet to SELF.
The ZEN DEN. One of my favorite parts of campus here at Sonic. JOURNAL PROMPT: Where do you find peace? Make a portrait of it, length is unimportant, what matters is the feel and language of the visual you provide. MY ANSWER: Home office. Little alcove with desk attached to wall. Small, but enough. Laptop…
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Sales. What the fuck is it?? Sometimes I shriek and let out an ick when I hear that word. Which I still have to laugh at, being the Sales Trainer for the company. So… a different and more CLEAR AND CONFIDENT… and HUMAN practice. That’s what materializes High Performance. (LETTER TO DIRECTOR) This idea of…
Focusing on this calm and new practice of Decided Detachment. On the drive over, idea singing to me.
Day full of meetings, then a drive to San Rafael. Caring for SELF… Speaking to this writer’s hemisphere with verse, new pages. Next meeting, then…. Walking outside. Not in the mood to run, and this always happens. Writing, not promoting, that today is the last of running or regretting no run in the afternoon. It’ll…
Gratitude Is a Way of Seeing
Knowing that this is all mine—this scene, me writing this, this pause and collection, the people in my Story—how can I not thank whatever is out there? Maybe gratitude isn’t something we practice after life becomes easier. Maybe it’s how life becomes easier to carry. It doesn’t erase difficulty. It doesn’t pretend every day is…