In office.  Settling.  Thinking.  Probably too much.

Just got off the phone with a prospective design client. Opening this shop.  Nothing stopping me. Thoughts right now, centered around today’s run, later, and assessments of these new Reps.  Should probably check in with them, the students this week, in a minute or two. ATTITUDE NOW – Strong.  Strength.  In everything.  Last night having…

Lunch.  Standing in break room, replaying class so far. 

Pleased with my performance I guess, but more than that I’m asking myself what I’m learning.  If I’m a Mindful writer, what am I minding, minding most, and then beyond that? The office getting quieter.  Thoughts for when I get back… has to be something new.  OH WAIT— The notes from the drive over.  Yes. …

Redesigning the Bottledaux site,

making it my agency and of course the first client, ME….  Journaling, productivity, Mindfulness, Wellness… all of that.  SHIT… need to get coffee before class.  BRB…. Coffee.  And now, the countdown to class… notes up, and me forming into the professor character.  But today, I’m taking it a calmer, more empathetic route, as I urge…

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12:28 Break, and work.  Bundled, or coupled, blended. Ops meeting going well, and then my weekly with my Director in about 30 which should be easy, smooth. Taking a minute, that’s what this is.  Actually, taking two. Right here, at the desk.  Last coffee, a note from the Nurse.  Reminding me how loved I am. …

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Here at the table and not veering any one way.  This is more than just focus, more than a mere decision and construction of a new project.  Honestly, it doesn’t need to be a thing, one word or idea.  The EXPERIENCE, what I’m feeling.  That’s where the value is. Might need, in fact I know…