InwardMuZen – Post One

Notice Your Place And Care And so, we begin by unlearning the urgency. Urgency’s not bad, but if it comes to your senses and holds you, constricts.  Well, then… a change is the to-do. By loosening our grip on the idea that productivity equals worth, that exhaustion is a badge, that rest must be earned…

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09:22…. Focused on my Mental Health this morning, and ideas yesterday formed at work, in concern with one of the educators, and my VP. Just messaged VP, and taking a second to SELF.  Can start making some calls, soon. Onto something.  As in, I found gems.  That were always there, but…..  Okay, need to calm…

09:22 Surprised how ahead of the day I am, to be honest. Still haven’t made the next coffee.  Maybe I should do that now. Meeting pushed to 14:00.  Okay, good. Waiting for an idea to catch me.  Made my rounds, tended to notes, audited calendar.  Too ahead oft the day’s Beat for a writer’s own…

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1-15-26 Mid-month, already.  In office, in my head, trying to distract myself with work… Staying focused and set here, where I am.  The entrepreneur mind is about me, afraid of nothing.  Certainly not some imagined failure. Running today, 4 mile goal. Coffee next to me, speaking with me as it wishes. 08:31 Moving slow, deliberate….

These grapes don’t look like ambition.

They look like patience. Old wood, cracked and scarred, holding up something soft and temporary. The vine doesn’t rush. It doesn’t ask if it’s ready. It just keeps doing the work—season after season—until sweetness happens on its own. I like that the fruit grows low, close to the gnarled parts. Not at the flashy tips….

Pic from a few months ago…. Meditation. Calm. LIFE.

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Espresso time.  Headed downstairs…. The idea of a voice, stemming from telecom, and marketing, the idea of a message being delivered and felt, and a direct or indirect call to action. 13 minutes till meeting.  Using it all for this writer and his idea of the morning.  Going downstairs and taking a couple pictures of…

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1-7-26 Office.  08:08… mood here is elevated.  Perfect for me, for a teaching day.  Three trainees.  Deck queued up, notes on other screen.  One thing I’m stressing today is INTERPRETATION. Of what you do. Yes, there’s a job description, and KPI’s, and quota, and all the entailed and expected and demanded.  But, how do you…