Big week ahead of the writer. 08:43 In the chair, writing and gathering aims and goals. More a bullet-point approach than some wildly written way… Not sure yet how to approach the day. What I want more than anything is a run but not ready for it yet so what does this writer do I…
Only now beginning to live, as I want, like a free and loving and creative mad animal. At forty-six. Am I late, or on time? Hard to know. And do I need to know? A Consumer Sales Trainer. Getting further into that story, as far as I can go, however far the Story itself will…
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Easy, Beat follow me then Leave, still an echo, peace New soul about my truest being Seeing possibility even when there’s Obstruction, one or several dozen Parched for too long far, leaving short scars Drive ‘way in a thief’s again stolen car Had to escape before tape, too tired to another deal make
8-15-25
Mid-month, as I just noticed, here in Vacaville just starting the day. Latte already near death, and me minimizing life has me more free than ever. Where was I like this, like an empty shopping cart just flying down a hill? Maybe this is the renewal I’ve been chasing. Not the spa-day, cucumber-water kind like…
Battling my own thinking… do I run or not. Could go to the gym later I guess, do some speed work. Maybe…
Sales training, all the ideas and principles, powerpoint slides, notes, whatever, showing more than just what they on the surface entail.. Trusting yourself, confidence, developing your story and career, work-life balance, immediate happiness, that sort of tell. Going to lunch, see if I find any ideas, where can I go? Somewhere new, where. ::::: Back. …
Holy shit, I just said to myself, it’s mid-August.
My Mental Health Composition, something it’s never been… never in my past life if you know what I mean, that’s for sure. Coffee and laptop in the writing booth, looking at one of the Company install ships, remembering my first days here in 2018/2019. Meeting with the CEO earlier, so kind and real, engaging and…
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Meeting still on. Focused on the run, already. Planning route. Need to work on pace. But not overthinking it. At all. Taking time to myself here in the writing booth, the other booth actually since one of our IT guys is having his lunch early in the other. He gets here sometimes before seven he…
8-13-25
10:12 Meeting earlier. Put me in a hungry being mind. I am, not the way I usually am following the meetings held Wednesday. Sipping coffee but having trouble waking up. Message the Nurse, in the PMDC seat. This day, and any. Writing more about the negative forces and people that always attack, that alway attack. …
Glass of St. Francis Chardonnay, forcing self to write more freely and with an unhinged swing and lean on past experiences.
The fictive account and building of tasting room stories, the wineries I’ve worked at and the people who’ve asked questions that have me riled and elevated in the best way, and then others who act odd and as thought they’re acting. As in, ACTING. As if for a reality show, or something. This writer, in…
Self-talk for day…
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Creating…
Lunch today…
Perfect. Low-carb, délicieuse, and me… HAPPY.
