8-20-25

Class beginning soon, after meeting, then another quick check-in.  MY feeling this morning, motivated and alive in a rare way.  My pursuit, elevation.  Higher altitude.  Several projects to tend to and I’ll be able to on this rest-from-running day. Music on, drive over me overthinking then calmed by a call from the Nurse.  Decision made…

8-18-25

Moving, on Monday.  Running at lunch, or earlier. Battling a mood and the mood is losing, tremendously.  Wild in my types, and drive over here, everything music. All is a verse, poetry.  All the images, things, this phone and headphones, journal.  Pen, watch.. the screen in front of me.  Am I listening?  A bit. But…

8-17-25

Big week ahead of the writer.  08:43 In the chair, writing and gathering aims and goals.  More a bullet-point approach than some wildly written way… Not sure yet how to approach the day.  What I want more than anything is a run but not ready for it yet so what does this writer do I…

Only now beginning to live, as I want, like a free and loving and creative mad animal. At forty-six. Am I late, or on time? Hard to know. And do I need to know? A Consumer Sales Trainer. Getting further into that story, as far as I can go, however far the Story itself will…

8-15-25

Mid-month, as I just noticed, here in Vacaville just starting the day.  Latte already near death, and me minimizing life has me more free than ever.  Where was I like this, like an empty shopping cart just flying down a hill? Maybe this is the renewal I’ve been chasing. Not the spa-day, cucumber-water kind like…

Holy shit, I just said to myself, it’s mid-August.

My Mental Health Composition, something it’s never been… never in my past life if you know what I mean, that’s for sure. Coffee and laptop in the writing booth, looking at one of the Company install ships, remembering my first days here in 2018/2019. Meeting with the CEO earlier, so kind and real, engaging and…

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Meeting still on.  Focused on the run, already.  Planning route. Need to work on pace.  But not overthinking it.  At all. Taking time to myself here in the writing booth, the other booth actually since one of our IT guys is having his lunch early in the other.  He gets here sometimes before seven he…

8-13-25

10:12 Meeting earlier.  Put me in a hungry being mind.  I am, not the way I usually am following the meetings held Wednesday. Sipping coffee but having trouble waking up.  Message the Nurse, in the PMDC seat.  This day, and any. Writing more about the negative forces and people that always attack, that alway attack. …