Thinking, more spreadsheet than word doc.

Coffee with Nurse, reports cards out in office, then notes on certain character types… I’m changing as a writer, since Thursday.  This strength, this freedom, this sight and feel immediate of the life in front of me. Sparkling water at my office on this second floor of the Vacaville home.  I can’t tell is this…

Teaching today…

08:20. Nurse at work, going in for her committee, calling me on the way to that campus. Me in a mode of GROWTH.  Fearlessness and creative. Talking with the Nurse and feel the sort of strength and unfetteredness I see about her.  Writing and not wavering, no pauses or questioning of SELF. Ever. More coffee,…

When writing…

Don’t think about the direction, the structure or properness, or even what you’re writing. Just move with words. Something will materialize. Fixate in the act, the presence of you on page. The more we think about writing and the order of it being one way, especially to pin some grade, we self-block. There’s poison introduced….

First…..

Think in opposition to plan. To structure and stricture. Be your own in-the-moment fixture.

You

Can Always Decide.

5/9/19

Have today be one where there are more declarations.  More decisions for YOU.  Write them down, over and over, read them to yourself.  Then write more, decide more.  Know that knowing your Now is your immediate gift, TODAY.  Declare your beat, your love, your love of self and your story, the reality that you have…

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recipe not.

2/19/19

With motion constant, you can’t be slowed.  Or defeated.  Definitely not defeated.  February threatens to end, but your present presence dismisses the idea and actuality of timed ideality.  You’re free, freer than free this morning.  All from more appreciation of self and where you are.  The Now, and understanding it more thoroughly and truthfully.  You…