13:11

Working at Chevy’s in Fairfield.  Nurse got called in and rather than just work at the home office I elected travel with her, drive her to the office and set up my own at this little round table by the window.   Music loud, no choice but to nod my head.  Posted message for the…

Sunday.

Education today is Newness, planning the entire week ahead of this writer. Today, no spending.  All cash or floating monies toward this blog and any related project. Drink more water starting now with the writer going downstairs for a sparkling. 5k run at 11:00, one full scribbled page in the Composition book. Rough draft of…

15:10

Realizing now… What the character needs, is, can be with the right thinking mechanics.

Working in Vacaville.  

Already the day prompts me to handle everything, quickly.  With more efficiency and like I’ve been stressing to SELF, less fear and preoccupying thought that prevents you from moving.  That keeps you in place. Engaging colleagues in discussion, noting for tomorrow’s meeting with VP.  Learning to keep writing, not stop, even if it makes no…

13:45…..

14:22.  Working and receiving some props for some work I did and now feel even more Composition and strength, dare I say confidence.  This Monday is directed from this new manuscript.  This new Story… training myself to be a certain type of writer, the way I train the reps. Asking my first trainee, last week,…

Working on curriculum, and my mind… how I think. 

The day teaching me patience, but am I adequately listening?  And to not overthink. A bit of a lull, or stall, I find myself in.  Message the Nurse…. Falling behind in my messages to her.  Promised myself to have a steady stomp of notes to her, and I’ve not done exactly that. My own professor,…

New lessons to SELF —>

How to be strong, confident, not let criticisms or negative notes or any pessimistic puddle touch you. You have so much more in your toolkit than you think.  And it’s more than merely a fucking toolkit. 09:43, on a Sunday, and already so much done. So grateful… the gratitude and appreciation and acknowledgment of what…