Working at Chevy’s in Fairfield. Nurse got called in and rather than just work at the home office I elected travel with her, drive her to the office and set up my own at this little round table by the window. Music loud, no choice but to nod my head. Posted message for the…
Tag: gratitude
Sunday.
Education today is Newness, planning the entire week ahead of this writer. Today, no spending. All cash or floating monies toward this blog and any related project. Drink more water starting now with the writer going downstairs for a sparkling. 5k run at 11:00, one full scribbled page in the Composition book. Rough draft of…
15:10
Realizing now… What the character needs, is, can be with the right thinking mechanics.
Alive. Fiery this morning. With a new kind of LoFi playing in the office, Windsor, working at the loft like I
haven’t for some time. Nurse and I squeezing in a rushed coffee this morning.. learning from her again yesterday to keep things simple. Everything. What I can’t control, not anywhere in my conception or cognition, anywhere. This playbook I’m writing for SELF, first item to wake early. Be at the keys before 07:00 at the…
Moving slow. Walked at lunch. Quick meeting over Teams, at desk still and trying to think of how to
survive till 15:00 when I meet with the VP again to go over some new PPT slides. Started writing a song before lunch but only got four lines in. Keep moving, timing SELF to finish it. After last night’s concert and the messages from the Artists I need be more in that stretch of thinking…
In office already. Tired but ignoring it. Too much I want to and NEED to get done.
This idea of curriculum and learning from the day for sakes of this business I’m building, and more than business a Story… this morning teaching me to slow down a bit. Don’t force yourself into the thinking that you have to be constantly producing. The deliverables are in the content. That simple for this writer. …
10:45, another coffee. ‘Cause I can. Do all that you want, reader… no matter who it incenses.
A few weeks ago, I posted something like “Write something, anything… and write it for you.” I have a question, what’s wrong with that? Doing something for YOU? What I’m doing for me, NOW, aside from working – going through old pictures. Part of this curriculum if you could call it that, for this blog. …
Working in Vacaville.
Already the day prompts me to handle everything, quickly. With more efficiency and like I’ve been stressing to SELF, less fear and preoccupying thought that prevents you from moving. That keeps you in place. Engaging colleagues in discussion, noting for tomorrow’s meeting with VP. Learning to keep writing, not stop, even if it makes no…
13:45…..
14:22. Working and receiving some props for some work I did and now feel even more Composition and strength, dare I say confidence. This Monday is directed from this new manuscript. This new Story… training myself to be a certain type of writer, the way I train the reps. Asking my first trainee, last week,…
Working on curriculum, and my mind… how I think.
The day teaching me patience, but am I adequately listening? And to not overthink. A bit of a lull, or stall, I find myself in. Message the Nurse…. Falling behind in my messages to her. Promised myself to have a steady stomp of notes to her, and I’ve not done exactly that. My own professor,…
New lessons to SELF —>
How to be strong, confident, not let criticisms or negative notes or any pessimistic puddle touch you. You have so much more in your toolkit than you think. And it’s more than merely a fucking toolkit. 09:43, on a Sunday, and already so much done. So grateful… the gratitude and appreciation and acknowledgment of what…
