always promising more and then vanishing with the goods. I’m knee-deep in a scheduling conflict, which is basically my way of saying I’ve overcommitted and now I’m negotiating peace treaties with my own sanity. Not stressing, though. No, no — I’m enlightened now. Floating in the sacred Beat of what I can “control.” Which, as…
Tag: Health
Meeting in 15. 10:45
Already feel myself talking me out of a run. Ugh, SHUT.UP. I’m running, that’s it. 4 miles. Know the route, easy and flat so there is no acceptable excuse. One goal for the day – RUN. And, fasting till mid-afternoon. AND… start the Sales Training Lab project on Teams. Invite one person, and I know…
09:35, latte #2. A small. Sipping slow, still feeling the first.
Maybe I should sip faster, realizing I have multiple journals and projects in tow. Breaking my promise to SELF, of no more journals or projects or anything. My 30-60-90 project becoming an obsession, in tandem with the DECIDED book. Nurse downstairs listening to the radio and cleaning or tending to our dog whom appears to…
Home and day winding down. Bowled with the kids, lunch here. Now we enjoy the day, ZEN, relaxed, no planning pressure.
Thoughts about the book circle around me and the kids unknowingly tell me what to write. Like they’re working and getting a check but not knowing. Why do I say that? Because all this is for them. My career, the writing and blogging, notes for Sales Reps at Sonic… SONIC, my return home has changed…
Coffee.
Writing. HAPPINESS. Imagine that…
11-9-25
//////// 09:15 Emma watching a show, Henry playing with his toys, Jack just relaxing and possibly playing a game on the third floor. Writing the DECIDED book, formally. Yesterday in car voice texting myself. Notes and thoughts, in the moment sketches and musings, realizing the Architecture idea, applying to mood and my decisions. Whom I…
11-7-28
Home and ready for the day. 08:16 Took Nurse rio work after coffee and now I’m at the keys. Left a dream earlier this morning thinking about strength and conviction, purpose, being stronger. Making something materialize like Dad or the Nurse. So driven his morning that focus is fucking near impossible. First couple hours of…
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09:27 settling in office. Meeting pushed to 15:00 which gives me time to run and other, showing the Story, building it… aligning with inventoried projects, like tracks of an album. Drive – raining lightly, especially on Adobe Road, clearing then starting again on Petaluma Hill Road toward Santa Rosa. Told the Nurse in a voice-sent…
5. Felt myself getting lazy, unmotivated.
Stagnant I guess, a little complacent. But then, I forced myself to sit down. Start a new project and associate it with the 30-60-90 for SELF and work. Sales Training Thoughts and Light Advice, what I’m calling it. Think that’s what I named it. But it is NOT just a sales thing. It’s for…
4. Meeting lasting nearly two hours. Had to drop.
11:55, downstairs for lunch in a minute, no run. Rain stopped for the moment, I’m sure it’ll be audible again soon. Turning looking at clouds, I can see there’s still activity. I love the weather, always have. Credit to Dad for showing me how fronts move, how to essentially read clouds. Still find it…
3. Still with a calm and sharp Composition and eye… 08:57
Looking forward to the run, and experimenting with PowerPoint slides today, and prepping for meetings tomorrow with my VP. Stressing simplicity, and linearity. Should probably write that down… Working in concert with my role as Consumer Sales Trainer. Setting it up as my own island… that must be why I woke up randomly the other…
1. Almost forgot that this month is NaNoWriMo.
Not that I write fiction but I remember telling my students about it, and invited them to share pages with me and the class, if they were participating, to whatever degree they could. In office, rain, peace with the latte, and building today. The aim, typed in the 30-60-90 for SELF is brand assembly and…
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