Me, sleepy, fighting to be more lively. 13:57 Class done. Sitting with no music though now I think I need some. Written earlier… Note to self: You cannot train hunger.You cannot train kindness.You cannot train curiosity. You can only create a space where those things either show up or they don’t. …so true. Thought about…
Tag: life
Cleaning. That’s the goal this morning. Not physical cleaning of like things on the desk although there’s a bit of that too, yes.
More of a life acknowledgment and appreciation. What I see, day to day. Today I attack stress, and give myself some relief. Breathe, don’t freak out, be more fucking honest with yourself. This is something that scribbled in my head yesterday, literally writing itself and for some reason I didn’t take the however many…
Inward MuZen – Post Two
Fear Denied Licensure At work today I’m feeling something I want to share. And honestly, it’s as simple as this…. FEAR.LESS.NESS. More than any other day, and I think what it is materializes from knowing what you’re doing is what you should be doing. You are where you belong. Opportunity is the only language you…
Full heart, after last night’s family dinner. Family, smiles, and more victory lap language. Nothing stopping me…. Ever.
In office. One coffee then switching to water. After yesterday’s run, entertaining a break today, rest. Or, a really slow run? Shit I don’t know, decide later. Objective for today, sales content… more than I can count or tell, and building on the content constructed on the drive. Nurse empowering me, reminding me of my…
Yesterday…
Sky painting, just for us.
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1-30-26 And, FREE. 06:23 Nurse and I pop early after going to bed earlier than our norm. Counting down till Peet’s Coffee visit. Me suddenly feeling tired and trying to wake myself up with espresso. Yesterday, finally happening. Read the book, you’ll see what. FREE. That should give you a suggestion. Today class and later…
Laptop died. Back in CA now.
Work tomorrow, going to be a busy week. Not sure how ready for it I am. Strength. Have to keep repeating it to myself after the conference. Everything is this CST role… notes now for Wednesday, week’s first day. After this convention and seeing what others can do, have done, I should be further along. …
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1-22-26 13:48 Sandy, UT Have to be downstairs for the first event associated with the D2D convention which brought me out here. Sent a couple emails and messages earlier. Just shaved and right now in full work rile. No ideas planned to be shared to “lectured” in any way today, or really at any point…
InwardMuZen – Post One
Notice Your Place And Care And so, we begin by unlearning the urgency. Urgency’s not bad, but if it comes to your senses and holds you, constricts. Well, then… a change is the to-do. By loosening our grip on the idea that productivity equals worth, that exhaustion is a badge, that rest must be earned…
Pic from a few months ago…. Meditation. Calm. LIFE.
12-30-25
10:32. In office. Slow, two additional projects already brought to finish. Cold out, but I’m committed to forcing myself to run. Belief that I can get out, maybe even shock myself today, go further than I thought which I’ve done before. So, then, why not today? Day moving slow, or that’s how I feel. …
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Monday December 15th, 2025 09:37 At the desk. Working on the Report Card project, part of the 30/60/90 for the Sales Teams. Going into new year, which in my thoughts has already got off the ground, I hold myself to simple markers. Could be as simple as, “Get up from the chair once today, go…
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