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Repeat, repeat…. The day’s call.

9-25-25 Office, quiet.  Traffic on the way to work, took over two fucking hours to get here.  Was mood-molded by it, but no longer.  Nothing I can do.  What can I help and control?  My attitude. Meeting at 11 with VP.  Not much to go over as he stopped by my desk yesterday and I…

Class done early.  Student has his assignments and attachments.  Not worried about this chap at all.  If anything I’ve learned from him.  That’s the truth.

Much more awake, credit to the coffee.  Already planning for next meeting so there is no discrepancy with time.  More notes taken, Attitude and Activity-honed.  Should follow my own training. Manifesting yes, but more so ordering a reality to reality. A sought stage, what I deserve…. Writing after talking with my brother Chris last night…

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12:34 Teaching day.  I’m off a bit, feeling not entirely as myself.  Did I not get enough sleep?  More coffee… Not sure how I’m going to navigate the remainder of the class, and day.  Don’t think too much about it, or worry.  I’m just overthinking, that’s what it is. Lunch delivered to office, but I…

SELF.AWARE.

11:27 Day starting with a weird vibe but it’s gone, all thanks and praise be to the Nurse. Doing lunch with one of the educators/trainers.  At noon.  Starting to wake up.  Taking a coffee break with laptop in the writing booth in a sec. Curriculum, that is all I’m writing.  More than curriculum, AWARENESS.  VP…

Note…

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Meeting ended early.  Not surprised. Nurse on her way. Leaving in less than 10min. Learning today to even more so subscribe to the think less act more motif. May work at Oliver’s for a bit before heading to loft.  I was overthinking the project, for sure.  And not only overthinking and self-doubting but fucking avoiding…

After lunch with new Trainee, and making nice progress on the 30/60/90 Project, I’m eased.  Not feeling the post-10k exhaustion that I had earlier.

Coffee’s cold but I don’t care, honestly.  Listening to lofi people walking by and smiling each with a unique greeting and I couldn’t be having a better Monday if I fucking tried. 3 PM meeting cancelled.  Recruiting meeting at 2:30, giving self another project but this one personal, revolving around our wedding. This weekend, two…