Coffee’s cold but I don’t care, honestly. Listening to lofi people walking by and smiling each with a unique greeting and I couldn’t be having a better Monday if I fucking tried. 3 PM meeting cancelled. Recruiting meeting at 2:30, giving self another project but this one personal, revolving around our wedding. This weekend, two…
Tag: life
Alarm at 5 AM and I actually got up. The Nurse with me. To the gym, she off to do her routine on machines and me to the tread. 6.3 miles. And now I’m starting to feel it, here in the office. 10:03 AM
Iced coffee on the way here, now the Peet’s Dark Roast from the machine, starting with focus on the 30-60-90 Project I’m with currently. Keeping it condensed, not so much simple but definitely not scattered. MY aim, for myself, my goal – To reshape things here in the company with this assessment tool. Not have…
journal morning stop collect
9-21-25 The MAAP. Attitude and its Architecture, making a project of it, for ME. Thinking this morning about the week ahead, and how I’m frustrated with SELF and some of my consistencies. Watching a blogger I follow and his new running project turns me into a drawing board of my own. 9:20 AM. Stop thinking,…
Lunch. Pub in Vacaville, brew house. Need to produce something sharp and a piece to repost in this sitting.
Education, curriculum. For the character, SELF. Tried taking a power nap back at the house but unable. And I’m grateful for the failure to go to sleep… teaching self today that not only less is more and better, but to not hold self back from starting new projects extended from momentary curiosity. Loud, this place. …
Tired of being distracted by social media feeds. Not looking. That’s the story—
NO, that’s the curriculum for the day. Less social, much less. Just writing and organizing thoughts for the book, mindful actuation, where I am and whatever I’m doing. Overthinking, that’s my common brand but not now. Writing in Vacaville and a whole day to self but unsure of what to do, knowing there’s work. But…
9-19-25
Friday. And the Happiness is nearly deafening. Quick check in with the Field Sales Manager after sending some emails and starting another project associated with curriculum. The Story at the Company intensifies for me and in the best way. Starting with these new projects, and mirroring them here. I become the Company, the role itself…
Energy.
Attitude. Deploying SKILL…. Keep a log, whatever it looks like. (Should be putting this in the Playbook for Content, and I will, but quickly noting here, for now…) 10:07, meeting done and my thoughts are everywhere. Thinking in terms of deliverables, and inventory. I love it. Excited and a bit nervous, feeling not so much…
9-18-25
September’s end. Vacaville, 8:24 PM. Prepping for meeting with VP. Finished all prep last night, just going through PPT now. I hate PowerPoint, to be honest. Makes me feel dependent and shackled, confined and it detracts from confidence. But, I’m making it work. It’s a standard, I get it. Taking some time to self, didn’t…
Day starting in Field with coworker from the MDU world,
driving me to several parts of Santa Rosa, looking at different building and install types. Reminded me of the AE days doing site visits. Most will think this is geeky tech talk but I’m not from the world, this world, so I find it interesting and feel the same way I did as a new…
At the drawing board…
Notes and more of them, swarming. Not sure where my energy and focus is pulling me. Still with the old pictures… need to get out, take more. Wherever I am. Not much here in Vacaville, really. So diving into the camera and seeing what I forgot about. And there’s more than I thought, thankfully. Slow…
3:40 PM
Back from baseball. Exhausted from heat, and listening to people talk. And talk. Talk more. Go back and forth about whatever in that expected and airy, lazy laugh and “Ha ha huh….. yeah yeah yeah”, the soccer mom/baseball dad language. Nothing against it, just when it’s so trite, I glaze. Barely energy to type. Relax,…
