Wallet Stillness

Early morning for the Nurse and I.  She needing to be at some conference, committee she’s on, early.  And at a different campus. Me getting home and drafting something I need send later.  Not letting it distract me from writing…. From building.  Singularizing. Coffee on the mind.  The coffee place down the Road and ……

1:44 PM.  Kids inside with me, well over fucking 90 outside.

Taking time to write in the DECIDED project. Life is good, I messaged the Nurse.  And it is.  I can only credit her with most if not all of it.  Not thinking, after his morning’s MeMeeting. The deliberation is a stall.  Not sure a tactic but habit I cut like excessively long hair. Hear the…

journal……..

8-29-25 WFH today. Couple communications already sent. Yesterday, Construction…. Today, SURVEY. What do I mean by that…. Surveying the scape.  All details, inventorying all actions, where I go and what I do.  This morning coffee with the Nurse and her youngest at Noto, haven’t been in weeks if not months. Talking and realizing the promise…

Key behaviors.  Of a writer.

Poet. Freeness, exploration, self0-education and elevation, creation. Simplicity over complication. When settling in after lunch I’m ablaze and a bit touchy with ideas.  Not settling, not stopping, and not forgetting about myself and MY aims. Further anchoring my Road, what I want to do.  And why not.  One life one opening, the excess concern surround…

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Office.  09:37 Putting more than several items on the writer’s plate today. Coffee, needed, poured.  And me in character like I’ve never been.  Manifesting a day that will change the Road of my Story, irreversibly. Promised myself I’d write the Nurse a letter today, and I will. ……..

4 miles ran this morning.  House cleaning with Nurse, lunch and errands, now back home listening to music.  And I think about what to do with it… where I go with this idea.  And blogging…

Doing more with WordPress.  Testing myself I promised last night falling asleep early, and sleeping plenty, more than awake today but with a carnivorous circulation going back and forth from all heart parts. Confidence still very much there, in every photo seeing a part that connects to now, the how not important just realizing it…

2:23 PM

Now, just waiting.  Class done and final report sent to Leadership. Now, the writer has time.  Thinking of going to the writing booth, that sounds good.  Need a change of scene.  Sitting or standing.  Usually you probably know I stand at the desk but now in chair. The booth is different—a confessional or a soundproof…

8-20-25

Class beginning soon, after meeting, then another quick check-in.  MY feeling this morning, motivated and alive in a rare way.  My pursuit, elevation.  Higher altitude.  Several projects to tend to and I’ll be able to on this rest-from-running day. Music on, drive over me overthinking then calmed by a call from the Nurse.  Decision made…