8:57 AM Windsor…. Been a while since I’ve written in this spot on a Saturday. Emma and Henry up, Jack here later, much later. Emma with a game, and the day is structured. Latte singing to me. Didn’t work last night as desired, and I’m more than at peace with it. Wanted all the time…
Tag: love
Class done. My strongest performance since coming back to the company. 2:46 PM
Ran at lunch, little more than 5k. Challenging SELF to at least 5k/day. Today’s run was a bit of a struggle. Hot, and I felt tired, or even out of shape. Not sure why. Slept fine last night. Leaving at 4, I think. Or close to. Getting Emma and Hen at 7:30, then to the…
Strengthening with my own talk. Conversation with SELF, realizing I am strong as fuck.
Repeated, believed. The belief repeated and multiplied. Why I let certain energies and characters anywhere close to my peace, I don’t know. Lessons harsh, sharp, barbed, but now this writer with new heart. Talking more with self as I write this, a Me-Meeting. Needed. Composition, for more Composition and self-collection and ascension. Not losing sight…
Woke and could have sworn it was Monday. No specific cause of the confusion, just something I felt.
Napa today, after visiting site in Winters. Behind in EVERY DAY journal. Will make it up this week… Plan for week – All morning runs, no dining out. Hit target running weight. A little over 3 lbs away, trying to go over target for surplus reasoning. Either way, scoping another 13.1 next Month… just need…
Running out of battery, and again forgot my bloody charger at home. So.. some words before lunch.
Taking a breath, a pause and collecting SELF. Listening to the activity of the office. Every voice I hear is cheerful, relaxed even when in the pulse of productivity. Notes for next week’s session.. Taking some of my own instruction and carving it into my habits and mood, everything about me this Thursday. Clear, CONFIDENT,…
In office. Finally. Thinking in terms of modules, education. In EVERYTHING.
10:00 Coffee #1… module #1. Patience. Keep movement consistent, but be patient. Be mindful of the process. No time to settle into the day, I just start writing it. Reaching out to B, trying to set up a meeting or quick call later. Growth versus Acquisition in the MDU space. Office quiet, just as the…
Wallet Stillness
Early morning for the Nurse and I. She needing to be at some conference, committee she’s on, early. And at a different campus. Me getting home and drafting something I need send later. Not letting it distract me from writing…. From building. Singularizing. Coffee on the mind. The coffee place down the Road and ……
1:44 PM. Kids inside with me, well over fucking 90 outside.
Taking time to write in the DECIDED project. Life is good, I messaged the Nurse. And it is. I can only credit her with most if not all of it. Not thinking, after his morning’s MeMeeting. The deliberation is a stall. Not sure a tactic but habit I cut like excessively long hair. Hear the…
journal……..
8-29-25 WFH today. Couple communications already sent. Yesterday, Construction…. Today, SURVEY. What do I mean by that…. Surveying the scape. All details, inventorying all actions, where I go and what I do. This morning coffee with the Nurse and her youngest at Noto, haven’t been in weeks if not months. Talking and realizing the promise…
Thinking in terms of playbooks, after the scribbling in journal, about Time and how you can’t order it
on Amazon, I joked after logging what I bought the other day, arriving yesterday and the Nurse bringing in while closing downstairs before bed. 8:43. Calm. Latte done and about to make an espresso shot downstairs in a sec. Day is busy, calendar full. Fuller than full. So, I assign in curriculum. Around the concept…
Key behaviors. Of a writer.
Poet. Freeness, exploration, self0-education and elevation, creation. Simplicity over complication. When settling in after lunch I’m ablaze and a bit touchy with ideas. Not settling, not stopping, and not forgetting about myself and MY aims. Further anchoring my Road, what I want to do. And why not. One life one opening, the excess concern surround…
9:23 AM in office. Settling. Stopped at Redwood Café to use the restroom. Overtook with nostalgia,
hate that word but it’s true, and memories and visions of life writing in other countries… seeing other coffee spots, lounges, other music. Writing all day, and all words posted. Taking over my life with pages and entries. Restroom again, one sec…….. Back in the manuscript mentality of ‘I Just DECIDED To STOP’. From when…
