08:16 in office and moving a bit slow.

Coffee helping.  The Now, this desk and the meeting at 09:00… everything in between.  Will need more coffee, for sure. $2.49 spent on coffee this morning at the Vacaville Travel Station or whatever they call it.  More than I wanted to spend on a straight coffee, and I think they raised their fucking prices, but…

2018

On a walk….

inward jots…

06:34 Nurse already out, heading to Vacaville for an appointment.  LoFi on, latte left – Thanks, Babe! – and now, peace before the day starts.  Thought I’d want to take a nap, a quick collection of sleep, rest before the day taxied out but no… staying here at the keys. Olive on the floor next…

13:11

Working at Chevy’s in Fairfield.  Nurse got called in and rather than just work at the home office I elected travel with her, drive her to the office and set up my own at this little round table by the window.   Music loud, no choice but to nod my head.  Posted message for the…

Playbook writing.

In office.  And already am ablaze.  Taking the playbook approach and with the ‘day model’ mind.  At this point in day, I should be living more than writing, but just now taking a quick typed detour, aside. Lunch today, somewhere different.  Where.  Not sure, but bringing notebook and taking pictures of everything.  The idea is…

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I should get back to work. Take a breath…. This blog is About EVERYTHING, and this is part of it. Where there’s a struggle, and perhaps a bit of pain.  Show the readers something, other than this fucking whining. Back into the prospecting pool…….. But wait first write how it’s going to go. I will…

note

Phone No Love the self The immediate identity All quirks and oddities copied Loved and adored and studied Replicated them Proliferate and situate in them Know the love in core of your newest Now Something for you And only you Fondness of cosmic altitude Flying, sounding, skies and clouds Streets and tables by cafés Reasoning…

Inward jots are invaluable.

And, they teach more directly and honestly, with more encouragement than outside voices and entities. Listen to Self, especially when written.