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Easy, Beat follow me then Leave, still an echo, peace New soul about my truest being Seeing possibility even when there’s  Obstruction, one or several dozen Parched for too long far, leaving short scars Drive ‘way in a thief’s again stolen car Had to escape before tape, too tired to another deal make

8-15-25

Mid-month, as I just noticed, here in Vacaville just starting the day.  Latte already near death, and me minimizing life has me more free than ever.  Where was I like this, like an empty shopping cart just flying down a hill? Maybe this is the renewal I’ve been chasing. Not the spa-day, cucumber-water kind like…

Holy shit, I just said to myself, it’s mid-August.

My Mental Health Composition, something it’s never been… never in my past life if you know what I mean, that’s for sure. Coffee and laptop in the writing booth, looking at one of the Company install ships, remembering my first days here in 2018/2019. Meeting with the CEO earlier, so kind and real, engaging and…

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Meeting still on.  Focused on the run, already.  Planning route. Need to work on pace.  But not overthinking it.  At all. Taking time to myself here in the writing booth, the other booth actually since one of our IT guys is having his lunch early in the other.  He gets here sometimes before seven he…

8-13-25

10:12 Meeting earlier.  Put me in a hungry being mind.  I am, not the way I usually am following the meetings held Wednesday. Sipping coffee but having trouble waking up.  Message the Nurse, in the PMDC seat.  This day, and any. Writing more about the negative forces and people that always attack, that alway attack. …

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My book.  Sales now made more part of it.  Selling myself on certain ideas and creative plays and frays, avenues, ways. Sales humor and techniques, practices, while having it be anything but sales.  In fact, curse the idea of sales and selling, while whaling incorporating it into thought and day-to-day. Lunch being delivered, still standing…

08:29…. Ready to teach.  This is when I show my character.  Looking at this as an exhibition of brand identity, if I can be honest.

Sipping coffee.  Teaching myself that overthinking does nothing, and not only does nothing but detracts, slows, pollutes. So yeah, then it does a lot actually.  All things counterintuitive, counterproductive. Have fun with it, I remind myself.  Prove something to SELF.   More than education, this is exploration.   08:35, ten more minutes to gather.  I…

FREEWRITE…..

15:59 Quiet, the day.  Or this part.  No music on, but that will change in a second.  Thinking of a new playlist, for running.  Nothing too expected or template, in fact not at all.  But…. I don’t know. Hard to centralize on one idea for the playlist but that’s where I’m staying.  Not on the…

11:44

CS Book almost done.  Deleted more than I expected. Destroy and rebuild, deleting when I have to. Didn’t hit 5 miles on run.  Oh well.  Was goin to check the exact count but it doesn’t matter.  Not all runs are going to be your best, and I got out there.  All that matters. Well, not…

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Write a way to the door you dream of, wish … Starting day with some verse in EVERYDAY journal.  Teaching tomorrow, and working on this Professor Mike blog and brand and story, effort.  Teaching SELF, making something happen.  So does that make this more of a Manifesting blog than Mental Health emphasis? I don’t know. …