13:12 Managed to write 6.3-ish miles.  Shower after and lunch for kids, now we count down till Henry’s T-ball entraînement.  Practice… Laughing to myself about earlier, when Nurse said something funny in the Oliver’s cafe and a guy overheard, then walking past us saying “Sounds like true love to me…”  We laughed, Nurse a little…

Pages at my fucking homework.  Again.

Kids up, coffee earlier.  What else did I note… UGH. Writing in the notepad app, to “TextEdit”, then will xfer afterward. Running when it gets warmer, made coffee.  Laundry in first, promise to Nurse. She on the Road back to VV… writing schedule to finish book somehow by 3/31…. Emma and Henry going at it,…

Deciding that….

You’re done listening to that voice.  Whichever one keeps you small. That’s me, now, and lately.  The latte tasting better this morning, this music sounds more, I don’t know, rich, or something. Time though, just passing.  Our cat, Portobello, behind me speaking not sure what he wants and I’m not letting it sever any composition…

MEDITATION 3

Confident, knowing what I am, where I am.  What has to be written. Simplicity, consolidation… opportunity in everything.  No obstacles. In a meeting now, listening to the Market Manager speak to his troops.  My story here, internet but human and community connectivity… my story is here.  STORY, all caps, all ablaze, galactic and truthful, heartfelt….

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14:10.  Time for some coffee.  Call in 20 minutes with the Dallas Market Manager…. The strength I felt earlier today has only heightened, like the Sales Heights I write about so often. Coffee, a small and regular not too strong, and while waiting for it.. I DECIDED. Book done by 3/31/26. YES.  It has to…

Curriculum, the “program” as my VP said it.

Feeling strong, starting this week.  For a number of reason.  No more talking potential, but not just acting.  Cutting without measuring, and so what? Isn’t that what an Artist does? 09:29 = Morning starting well before 8 with meeting with VP over Teams.  He assuring and supporting, never met anyone like him before.  Of course…

Inward MuZen – Post Three

Didn’t want to run, but I did.   And I reach five, my per-day quota for the week.  But no, I passed SIX.   6.3, actually.  I almost didn’t go out.  I put on running uniform, but then nearly just as soon returned it to bag and stayed put, at desk. NO.  No, that is…

Class done.

Taking a minute, focus, center, I know I’m overthinking.  Caught myself walking back to the HR part of the building, trying to sync with a buddy of mine, Mr. Sapp, the one hosting the Speakers meeting tomorrow. Class today, perfect.  Seriously, I don’t know how I could have asked for, written, prayed for or whatever,…