PAGES ATE MY HOMEWORK!!!

Good thing I uploaded much of it to the blog. This laptop is acting funny.  Shit…. Do I need to replace it already? Deciding to STOP.  Worrying, trying to recover what I lost.  There has to be some reason the Story wanted that to happen, right?  Maybe write in the journal for a bit, like…

Nothing cinematic, no orchestra swell.

Just reminding yourself that you are here and you will and you have to. For YOU. There is no destination, there is no stop.  This is a Road, a HIGHWAY, you are deciding to put yourself in. And away, more speed.  Accelerate again.  This is what it is… LIFE. Truly living.  Fearlessly.  And… FOR.YOU. What…

Me deciding to stop.  STOP…

Doubting SELF, Caring what others think, Letting the malicious and horrible ways of others under skin or in any cells, Worrying,  Rushing, Not smiling, Not laughing, Not leaving people to their ways, whether positive or antithetical… Just, STOPPING. Of course, an idea I’ve written about on this blog before, but on the drive over from…

10-2-25

In office.  09:51. Quiet.  Meeting with VP at 11:00.  Running today without any excuses or delays, or no-show from me on pavement. Running today, no doubt.  5k to 5 miles, somewhere in there.  Going slow.  Distance is the goal so just telling myself, “FIVE MILES, you’re doing five miles.” 10:44, meeting in a bit, no…

Prepared for tomorrow’s meeting with VP but need to organize. 

No more new docs or journals or paper tables like a legal pad or something started.  Done.  I have all I need. I know there are few silver bullets in existence, if any, but I’m thinking in terms of them.  How to boost conversation rates, how to make Reps stronger, how to propel them and…

9-30-25

Booked event for sales team, for next month.  Now back to scribbling ideas on Key Behaviors Project, and the ‘Assessment Hub’, as I call it. Peaceful day, listening to a LoFi playlist meant for studying, and focus. It called for rain, but now….  Wanting another latte, with the disappointment of no rain.  Might treat the…

notes

“So alive and electric and fearless today, babe…” I just wrote the Nurse. And I am.  Can’t hold it in place, can’t bottle it.  Maybe it’s the coffee, maybe it’s simply being here, present, anchored in this shifting routine I’ve carved out inside ’50—what we call this building. 1:36 PM.  So quiet it feels staged,…

In office a little late but I’m catching up.  Meetings all day.

Singularizing, simplifying.  Thinking of my brother Chris’ stories and explanations of how he built his business.  The cowering space, the cafe, and other. I see what I’m doing wrong.  Or maybe not wrong, but what I could improve.  Again, simplifying. Lunch comes and goes, and I’m standing at the desk with two of my three…