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12:34 Teaching day.  I’m off a bit, feeling not entirely as myself.  Did I not get enough sleep?  More coffee… Not sure how I’m going to navigate the remainder of the class, and day.  Don’t think too much about it, or worry.  I’m just overthinking, that’s what it is. Lunch delivered to office, but I…

SELF.AWARE.

11:27 Day starting with a weird vibe but it’s gone, all thanks and praise be to the Nurse. Doing lunch with one of the educators/trainers.  At noon.  Starting to wake up.  Taking a coffee break with laptop in the writing booth in a sec. Curriculum, that is all I’m writing.  More than curriculum, AWARENESS.  VP…

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Meeting ended early.  Not surprised. Nurse on her way. Leaving in less than 10min. Learning today to even more so subscribe to the think less act more motif. May work at Oliver’s for a bit before heading to loft.  I was overthinking the project, for sure.  And not only overthinking and self-doubting but fucking avoiding…

After lunch with new Trainee, and making nice progress on the 30/60/90 Project, I’m eased.  Not feeling the post-10k exhaustion that I had earlier.

Coffee’s cold but I don’t care, honestly.  Listening to lofi people walking by and smiling each with a unique greeting and I couldn’t be having a better Monday if I fucking tried. 3 PM meeting cancelled.  Recruiting meeting at 2:30, giving self another project but this one personal, revolving around our wedding. This weekend, two…

Alarm at 5 AM and I actually got up.  The Nurse with me.  To the gym, she off to do her routine on machines and me to the tread.  6.3 miles.  And now I’m starting to feel it, here in the office.  10:03 AM

Iced coffee on the way here, now the Peet’s Dark Roast from the machine, starting with focus on the 30-60-90 Project I’m with currently.  Keeping it condensed, not so much simple but definitely not scattered.  MY aim, for myself, my goal – To reshape things here in the company with this assessment tool. Not have…

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9-21-25 The MAAP.  Attitude and its Architecture, making a project of it, for ME. Thinking this morning about the week ahead, and how I’m frustrated with SELF and some of my consistencies.  Watching a blogger I follow and his new running project turns me into a drawing board of my own. 9:20 AM.  Stop thinking,…

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Friday.  And the Happiness is nearly deafening.  Quick check in with the Field Sales Manager after sending some emails and starting another project associated with curriculum. The Story at the Company intensifies for me and in the best way.  Starting with these new projects, and mirroring them here.  I become the Company, the role itself…

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Back in the chair, Oliver laying close to me, which he rarely does when I come up here to work.  Nurse still in her ward, for another 90 minutes or so she tells me. Inventory, now the practice.  All writings have to be put out as a generator.  Listening to 80s tracks which I rarely…