MEDITATION 3

Confident, knowing what I am, where I am.  What has to be written. Simplicity, consolidation… opportunity in everything.  No obstacles. In a meeting now, listening to the Market Manager speak to his troops.  My story here, internet but human and community connectivity… my story is here.  STORY, all caps, all ablaze, galactic and truthful, heartfelt….

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14:10.  Time for some coffee.  Call in 20 minutes with the Dallas Market Manager…. The strength I felt earlier today has only heightened, like the Sales Heights I write about so often. Coffee, a small and regular not too strong, and while waiting for it.. I DECIDED. Book done by 3/31/26. YES.  It has to…

Curriculum, the “program” as my VP said it.

Feeling strong, starting this week.  For a number of reason.  No more talking potential, but not just acting.  Cutting without measuring, and so what? Isn’t that what an Artist does? 09:29 = Morning starting well before 8 with meeting with VP over Teams.  He assuring and supporting, never met anyone like him before.  Of course…

Inward MuZen – Post Three

Didn’t want to run, but I did.   And I reach five, my per-day quota for the week.  But no, I passed SIX.   6.3, actually.  I almost didn’t go out.  I put on running uniform, but then nearly just as soon returned it to bag and stayed put, at desk. NO.  No, that is…

Class done.

Taking a minute, focus, center, I know I’m overthinking.  Caught myself walking back to the HR part of the building, trying to sync with a buddy of mine, Mr. Sapp, the one hosting the Speakers meeting tomorrow. Class today, perfect.  Seriously, I don’t know how I could have asked for, written, prayed for or whatever,…

PAGES ATE MY HOMEWORK!!!

Good thing I uploaded much of it to the blog. This laptop is acting funny.  Shit…. Do I need to replace it already? Deciding to STOP.  Worrying, trying to recover what I lost.  There has to be some reason the Story wanted that to happen, right?  Maybe write in the journal for a bit, like…

Nothing cinematic, no orchestra swell.

Just reminding yourself that you are here and you will and you have to. For YOU. There is no destination, there is no stop.  This is a Road, a HIGHWAY, you are deciding to put yourself in. And away, more speed.  Accelerate again.  This is what it is… LIFE. Truly living.  Fearlessly.  And… FOR.YOU. What…

Me deciding to stop.  STOP…

Doubting SELF, Caring what others think, Letting the malicious and horrible ways of others under skin or in any cells, Worrying,  Rushing, Not smiling, Not laughing, Not leaving people to their ways, whether positive or antithetical… Just, STOPPING. Of course, an idea I’ve written about on this blog before, but on the drive over from…