//////// 09:15 Emma watching a show, Henry playing with his toys, Jack just relaxing and possibly playing a game on the third floor. Writing the DECIDED book, formally.  Yesterday in car voice texting myself.  Notes and thoughts, in the moment sketches and musings, realizing the Architecture idea, applying to mood and my decisions.  Whom I…

Home and ready for the day.  08:16 Took Nurse rio work after coffee and now I’m at the keys.  Left a dream earlier this morning thinking about strength and conviction, purpose, being stronger.  Making something materialize like Dad or the Nurse. So driven his morning that focus is fucking near impossible.  First couple hours of…

09:27 settling in office.  Meeting pushed to 15:00 which gives me time to run and other, showing the Story, building it… aligning with inventoried projects, like tracks of an album. Drive – raining lightly, especially on Adobe Road, clearing then starting again on Petaluma Hill Road toward Santa Rosa. Told the Nurse in a voice-sent…

Stagnant I guess, a little complacent. But then, I forced myself to sit down.  Start a new project and associate it with the 30-60-90 for SELF and work.   Sales Training Thoughts and Light Advice, what I’m calling it.  Think that’s what I named it.  But it is NOT just a sales thing.  It’s for…

11:55, downstairs for lunch in a minute, no run. Rain stopped for the moment, I’m sure it’ll be audible again soon.  Turning looking at clouds, I can see there’s still activity.   I love the weather, always have.  Credit to Dad for showing me how fronts move, how to essentially read clouds.  Still find it…

Looking forward to the run, and experimenting with PowerPoint slides today, and prepping for meetings tomorrow with my VP. Stressing simplicity, and linearity.  Should probably write that down… Working in concert with my role as Consumer Sales Trainer.  Setting it up as my own island… that must be why I woke up randomly the other…

Not that I write fiction but I remember telling my students about it, and invited them to share pages with me and the class, if they were participating, to whatever degree they could. In office, rain, peace with the latte, and building today.  The aim, typed in the 30-60-90 for SELF is brand assembly and…

Meeting in 58 minutes. Finishing latte. That little floor cleaner making its rounds downstairs, sounding like barber clippers, or some oral surgery instrument. 30-60-90 ME-Project.  Thinking about what I want at the end of it, at the end of my 90 days.  Associated with work, of course, the Sales Trainer role and walk, but a…

My production this morning has been unusual. Sped and succinct. Not dinosaur or anaconda paragraphs.  No need. Run, again, slow.  4 miles.  Leisurely, focus on pace and pease.  Mindful and aware in each step. AWARENESS….  This new 30-60-90 that I started no more than 15 minutes ago for myself, promising. Drive this morning, mindful.  Me-Meeting…

08:53 In office and already moving quick, accomplishing.  Checking in with Ops Mgr and my VP.  All is right with the world.  Still though, lots to do today… expenses and the 30-60-90 project and the new direction I’ve decided to take it. Nurse at the gym, she too already controlling her day.  New drive, both…

and after this trip, I have more to put to page than I can now inventory. Halloween.  After this, a sprint to and through the holidays.  Nurse running an errand, me here going over this past week in SoCal, and the next week.  Meeting this morning with one of the Dev Trainers, developing content all…