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1-7-26 Office.  08:08… mood here is elevated.  Perfect for me, for a teaching day.  Three trainees.  Deck queued up, notes on other screen.  One thing I’m stressing today is INTERPRETATION. Of what you do. Yes, there’s a job description, and KPI’s, and quota, and all the entailed and expected and demanded.  But, how do you…

Everything in this new year, especially Q1, is about Sales Heights ideas, getting out of sales and deploying differently its principles and sights.

10:48….  Refusing anything but ALL of it.  Everything I see and dream, and actualizing. Meeting started.  The Highway, underway.  Stats gone over.  I’m getting out to run, that’s it.  That’s what I’ve decided. Business as usual, we assign ourselves the outcomes by what we materialize in the present. Couple things present without warning or notice…

jouRNaling…

1-5-26 Back in the office.  Coffee #2.  Well, 3 actually.  Made one at home with the Nurse in an inaugural effort to save money for the wedding and honeymoon, and some other trips we have sketched. 10:31 Feeling more than just a slight slide of confidence.  All journals hit this morning, and content created for…

10:59

Seems like such a weird time on the clock. Music off, and I watch it become 11:00.  Now what. I cannot possibly have anymore coffee. Today’s big accomplishment was pausing, seeing ME and where I am, not turning a minor something into a full personality assessment.  I drank water. Okay, I drank coffee.  I laughed…

A Growth Beg

Saturday mornings lie to us. They whisper that productivity must wear sweatpants or that healing requires silence, candles, and a personality overhaul. I disagree. Healing sometimes looks like laughing at yourself while reheating coffee you forgot about twice.  “Growth” as so many like to say and repeat and put on their car somewhere, can arrive…

12-31-25

Working from Vacaville home office.  So energized and alive, and just fucking fearless… New poet.  Poet’s fire about me.  Truly. Candidly and unabashedly. About to run a couple errands with the Nurse.  Get whatever we need for tonight’s party, just us two. Chill, relaxed, easy.  Nurse on call tomorrow, hopefully not getting called in. Meeting…