Plane moving and I’m trying to write my way through it…

fucking hate flying.  How am I going to make it to Germany in December?  Don’t want to think about it… Flight attendants come out with their wheeled beverage box.  Diet Coke sounds better than coffee right now, honestly.  Something cool, camping. Guy still writing in his two columns per page project. My life, in flight….

jouRNalDAY

10-18-25 08:41, up and heading to coffee.  Are we bringing Oliver, the Nurse asked.  I expressed indifference, which means I’d rather not.  Only ‘cause he gets excited and anxious and panicky when in sight of other dogs. Behind on wedding countdown project.  Need to be better.  Tending to now. 10:27 back at house.  Coffee and…

Still Tired from the Drive — 09:44

Still wrecked from yesterday’s road trek-sail — miles and madness, fucking 101 Peninsula traffic, gas station Diet Coke, and some talk radio chatterbox screaming about the end of traditional advertising. Home now. Working. Or performing the ritual theater of IT.  My IT.Calendar’s mercifully thin — a couple things to swat at later. How long was…

New Plan for a New Week — 14:41

New plan, again.  New week.  Same brain squatters.  Fucking rent-free parasites – loud, and ungrateful as ever. Other energies — the uninvited guests of thought — have dragged their rusty-ass 1970s-looking lawn chairs into my thinking again, arguing about nothing, drinking my pricier wines.  Devils. Me — trying to hold a meeting with myself on…

FALL’d jouRNal

10-12-25 08:46 Up. Getting ready. Feeling better. Off to coffee.  Morning is fall in the air the colors and how the sky is set.  Everything is lighter but more pronounced and vibrant. Slow moving out the door. No rush. Happiness, imagine THAT. Yesterday, meditative, seeing myself get stuck because of my own thinking and excess…