Holding pattern, somewhat. Indecision grips me and I feel lost, dizzied. Where does a writer put his focus now…. Stop writing. Coffee at right but it doesn’t sound good. At all. Something cold. Or nothing at all. Go to writing booth and take a couple minutes to self. Tired in a way that impedes production…
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SELF.AWARE.
11:27 Day starting with a weird vibe but it’s gone, all thanks and praise be to the Nurse. Doing lunch with one of the educators/trainers. At noon. Starting to wake up. Taking a coffee break with laptop in the writing booth in a sec. Curriculum, that is all I’m writing. More than curriculum, AWARENESS. VP…
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Meeting ended early. Not surprised. Nurse on her way. Leaving in less than 10min. Learning today to even more so subscribe to the think less act more motif. May work at Oliver’s for a bit before heading to loft. I was overthinking the project, for sure. And not only overthinking and self-doubting but fucking avoiding…
After lunch with new Trainee, and making nice progress on the 30/60/90 Project, I’m eased. Not feeling the post-10k exhaustion that I had earlier.
Coffee’s cold but I don’t care, honestly. Listening to lofi people walking by and smiling each with a unique greeting and I couldn’t be having a better Monday if I fucking tried. 3 PM meeting cancelled. Recruiting meeting at 2:30, giving self another project but this one personal, revolving around our wedding. This weekend, two…
Alarm at 5 AM and I actually got up. The Nurse with me. To the gym, she off to do her routine on machines and me to the tread. 6.3 miles. And now I’m starting to feel it, here in the office. 10:03 AM
Iced coffee on the way here, now the Peet’s Dark Roast from the machine, starting with focus on the 30-60-90 Project I’m with currently. Keeping it condensed, not so much simple but definitely not scattered. MY aim, for myself, my goal – To reshape things here in the company with this assessment tool. Not have…
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9-21-25 The MAAP. Attitude and its Architecture, making a project of it, for ME. Thinking this morning about the week ahead, and how I’m frustrated with SELF and some of my consistencies. Watching a blogger I follow and his new running project turns me into a drawing board of my own. 9:20 AM. Stop thinking,…
Lunch. Pub in Vacaville, brew house. Need to produce something sharp and a piece to repost in this sitting.
Education, curriculum. For the character, SELF. Tried taking a power nap back at the house but unable. And I’m grateful for the failure to go to sleep… teaching self today that not only less is more and better, but to not hold self back from starting new projects extended from momentary curiosity. Loud, this place. …
Tired of being distracted by social media feeds. Not looking. That’s the story—
NO, that’s the curriculum for the day. Less social, much less. Just writing and organizing thoughts for the book, mindful actuation, where I am and whatever I’m doing. Overthinking, that’s my common brand but not now. Writing in Vacaville and a whole day to self but unsure of what to do, knowing there’s work. But…
9-19-25
Friday. And the Happiness is nearly deafening. Quick check in with the Field Sales Manager after sending some emails and starting another project associated with curriculum. The Story at the Company intensifies for me and in the best way. Starting with these new projects, and mirroring them here. I become the Company, the role itself…
Energy.
Attitude. Deploying SKILL…. Keep a log, whatever it looks like. (Should be putting this in the Playbook for Content, and I will, but quickly noting here, for now…) 10:07, meeting done and my thoughts are everywhere. Thinking in terms of deliverables, and inventory. I love it. Excited and a bit nervous, feeling not so much…
9-18-25
September’s end. Vacaville, 8:24 PM. Prepping for meeting with VP. Finished all prep last night, just going through PPT now. I hate PowerPoint, to be honest. Makes me feel dependent and shackled, confined and it detracts from confidence. But, I’m making it work. It’s a standard, I get it. Taking some time to self, didn’t…
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