Inward MuZen – Post Two

Fear Denied Licensure  At work today I’m feeling something I want to share.  And honestly, it’s as simple as this…. FEAR.LESS.NESS. More than any other day, and I think what it is materializes from knowing what you’re doing is what you should be doing. You are where you belong.  Opportunity is the only language you…

5.16 miles, 8:36 pace.

Cooling down, sipping sparkling water.  May go into the writing booth in a minute, or ZenDen, just for some quiet, meditation.  Time for a SELF-collect. Forcing myself to remain in office till about 16:00.  Discipline, pushing this on myself with more ardor, more volume and I don’t know, BEAT. Turn music off, headphone down on…

Just had an idea, “The new and timid Rep…”

How I’m to approach all cohorts going forward.  Even if the new hire is experienced and all glossy with accolades and President’s Club stripes.  I don’t care. New experiences, NEWNESS… that’s what my pedagogy entails.

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Where I AM, What I’m doing….. In office.  09:25 Moving quick.  Project to project.  Sales Heights Highway on the mind….  Need to transfer some creative from phone to this laptop. Keep moving, I tell myself, in the CST Composition.  Sales Ops meeting in a few, and nothing really new to offer.  Just waiting to hear…

09:22 Surprised how ahead of the day I am, to be honest. Still haven’t made the next coffee.  Maybe I should do that now. Meeting pushed to 14:00.  Okay, good. Waiting for an idea to catch me.  Made my rounds, tended to notes, audited calendar.  Too ahead oft the day’s Beat for a writer’s own…

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In office.  09:51. Quiet.  Meeting with VP at 11:00.  Running today without any excuses or delays, or no-show from me on pavement. Running today, no doubt.  5k to 5 miles, somewhere in there.  Going slow.  Distance is the goal so just telling myself, “FIVE MILES, you’re doing five miles.” 10:44, meeting in a bit, no…

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Booked event for sales team, for next month.  Now back to scribbling ideas on Key Behaviors Project, and the ‘Assessment Hub’, as I call it. Peaceful day, listening to a LoFi playlist meant for studying, and focus. It called for rain, but now….  Wanting another latte, with the disappointment of no rain.  Might treat the…

notes

“So alive and electric and fearless today, babe…” I just wrote the Nurse. And I am.  Can’t hold it in place, can’t bottle it.  Maybe it’s the coffee, maybe it’s simply being here, present, anchored in this shifting routine I’ve carved out inside ’50—what we call this building. 1:36 PM.  So quiet it feels staged,…

In office a little late but I’m catching up.  Meetings all day.

Singularizing, simplifying.  Thinking of my brother Chris’ stories and explanations of how he built his business.  The cowering space, the cafe, and other. I see what I’m doing wrong.  Or maybe not wrong, but what I could improve.  Again, simplifying. Lunch comes and goes, and I’m standing at the desk with two of my three…

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Repeat, repeat…. The day’s call.