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Meeting going over by 30, so 90 mins total.  Too hot outside to run.  SHIT.  Should have hit the pavement early.  But… no excuses.  Own the reality. 12:08 Lunch done.  Landscapers doing their landscaper things with loud blades and engines, propellers and what be so no power nap. Yes I was thinking of taking one…

Wallet Stillness

Early morning for the Nurse and I.  She needing to be at some conference, committee she’s on, early.  And at a different campus. Me getting home and drafting something I need send later.  Not letting it distract me from writing…. From building.  Singularizing. Coffee on the mind.  The coffee place down the Road and ……

1:44 PM.  Kids inside with me, well over fucking 90 outside.

Taking time to write in the DECIDED project. Life is good, I messaged the Nurse.  And it is.  I can only credit her with most if not all of it.  Not thinking, after his morning’s MeMeeting. The deliberation is a stall.  Not sure a tactic but habit I cut like excessively long hair. Hear the…

journal……..

8-29-25 WFH today. Couple communications already sent. Yesterday, Construction…. Today, SURVEY. What do I mean by that…. Surveying the scape.  All details, inventorying all actions, where I go and what I do.  This morning coffee with the Nurse and her youngest at Noto, haven’t been in weeks if not months. Talking and realizing the promise…

Key behaviors.  Of a writer.

Poet. Freeness, exploration, self0-education and elevation, creation. Simplicity over complication. When settling in after lunch I’m ablaze and a bit touchy with ideas.  Not settling, not stopping, and not forgetting about myself and MY aims. Further anchoring my Road, what I want to do.  And why not.  One life one opening, the excess concern surround…

2:23 PM

Now, just waiting.  Class done and final report sent to Leadership. Now, the writer has time.  Thinking of going to the writing booth, that sounds good.  Need a change of scene.  Sitting or standing.  Usually you probably know I stand at the desk but now in chair. The booth is different—a confessional or a soundproof…