Tired, winding down. About to close the kitchen and day. 19:38 Nurse at a late appointment. Nothing in the way of energy left in this writer but staying up a bit longer. Finish in kitchen, pack bag for tomorrow. Running bag, new Garmin the Nurse bought me for xmas… can’t stop thinking about the past…
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13:25 Tired. Hoping to get out for a run. Will probably be a short one. 5k I’d say. Done with project for the day at work, and not too much communicating taking place. Slow Monday, not complaining. 16:36 Back from coffee and groceries. Nurse and I taking a nap still tired from the early morning…
12-29-25
Catching up. Trying… scattered and that’s not helping. 10:14, pace increasing. Hitting multiple projects and facets of the 30-60-90 project for Sonic. Espresso, a double, just made downstairs talking with Nurse. 2026, well under way. Consolidation and cancellation of some projects. I Just DECIDED To STOP…. Book and overarching project and mind for this writer….
Taking a moment in my room,
useful pause, eyes on whatever’s out the window. We all need to stop, don’t worry about productivity or progress. There is progress in the stillness, just for a moment, ‘cause the moment is you. Your collection point, YOUR peace. ♥️
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This morning….
Notes….
Then taking the rest of the day. Merry Xmas, everyone!!! ♥️💕✔️‼️😘🥰
Up early. Quick coffee putting then Nurse and I went to a small bakery down the Road for treats, for kids. Okay, and for us.
Going over new ideas and ones I’ve had since the beginning of Q4 this year, for 2026. Less, consolidation… PRODUCTION on a fierce and unusual energy. One project at a time. True, being distracted by other projects and production isn’t necessarily a bad thing, but being centralized and singularly honed is more fruitful. Henry and…
12-22-25
08:12, and on duty. Well, technically. Not much happening this week, and I can’t even believe that this week is here. Xmas. Like, how?? Ten days till 2026. And, after last night’s cook attempt being actually successful and not an attempt at all but an actualization, my confidence hasn’t been so high in some time….
08:21. Emma at her sleepover, me in the kitchen writing sipping my 2nd espresso.
Jack asleep still but little 5 year-old ball of energy Henry up and playing. Reframing the morning, waking in a bit of mood-mud. Think I know why but not completely certain and the origin or propellant doesn’t matter. Just keep moving I tell myself, and anyone reading who wakes and feels off. Just do something….
Memory….
New sight—
12-20-25
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In the loft. All three kids. Happy, but so happy it’s hard to translate.
Heater on, cozy, fixed the Alexa thing I have on the counter. Chill beats. Taking Emma to a sleepover at 14:30. Then, just me and the boys tonight. Think that might be the first time that’s happened. Nurse recommended pizza, excellent idea. And, YES. Again the position of vowing to SELF that I’ll work in…
