Remember some of it, but not writing it yet.  Seeing if it sticks.

Back from run.  7+ miles!!

Feel amazing, and invincible.  Close call earlier, with my review.  Scheduled for tomorrow, not today.

Relief, only after checking in with my VP could I run.  He laughed at me, we laughed concertedly, he praised me for my presentation yesterday.

So… then…. After that reaction… MORE SALES CONTENT.

More opportunity, growth, projects and creative and, of course I won’t object— MORE MONEY.

But even more importantly, more satisfaction and celebration of what I have here at Sonic.

Strength

Observations

Now

IMMEDIATE

Confidence

…..

Never felt this.  And I decided last night having wine with the Nurse, and this morning on the drive over, reciting, I will die for it.

This, these words, actions, modes… what embodies me, and me IT.

Calm in the office.  Me, meditative and Composed in all corners of Character.  At this desk….  The building, like quiet jazz only for me.

That I’m hearing.

That I grow from.

Telling me something like the image of a low sun.