Lofi kinda day….. 🎵
Tag: Calm
On break. Lunch from home, and now, time to Self.
Tired from waking so early. Pushing through it, and centralizing. Seeing this place as a playground, place to test ideas and approaches be it with writing or business or other creative. A Priority Totem Pole, reassessing all fired irons. Did that at lunch, and now thinking of where I am, with age, and how much…
Ides of September.
Same mood, but amplified today. Fearless and confident and not explaining much. Owing no explanation. Well, anywhere. To anyone. Between the exits, where the ideas find me, where the confidence builds and these words circle and sing and stampede for me. This morning’s drive, maybe just another one, or maybe not. Office now, of course,…
Field Note
Calm. Music, shade, a garden area all to myself.
5-28-26
Silly in my thoughts, careless and it feels amazing, freeing, like I’m reborn or something. Seriously. ….. Consolidating. Simplifying and singularizing. Just me, this blog, the books, not too many “businesses”, I promised myself walking up the stairs to the office just as I turned on the light. Waiting for student to log on… PEACE,…
12:04 —> Gifting myself QUIET. Some time to collect.
And why not. Everything with an optimistic edge and tone. What I’m deciding. What I’m, just, speaking. Find a new strength this morning. Like a lack of concern, but…. Not that. It’s better. More freeing, actually. Just me at the desk, and the simplicity is of a strange and more layered allure. I’m just…
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Writing the Nurse, wanting it to be different. But why do I always do that? Why not build atop what you’ve built? The VP was right, focus on your focus. Intensify it, and enjoy what happens. Then I ask myself, and I have no idea why… is this book for SALES PEOPLE? No.. not necessarily. …
Change in the company, and there is a new Story for me…. Coffee, sound of an airplane over our Vacaville home.
Caring for SELF, in a new way. Email account having issues, and I’m refusing to let it do anything to my mood. Coffee…. The book. Work tomorrow, in the office, build more of the Story of a Consumer Sales Trainer. The notes and lessons, how it extends out of the role itself— Nothing to write…
Letting the Story come to me. Forcing nothing. No reactions, no conversation, results, none of it.
Day is meal-planned, something I’ve tried before but was anything but consistent. Running at lunch, no fail…. Gear out, shoes ready. Five miles, more than enough time. Today, it’s like I’m deciding to throw out all the furniture and just write on the floor, legs crossed. Class in 1hr, 14min till class. Should go till…
MEDITATION 1
Not letting anything in my cells, or synapses. Right now, I am right here. In this room we call the Zen Den. Quiet, cut off from the rest of the office. Time to take a minute or more to SELF. I’m off today, and trying to right SELF. Whatever I can do, and I start…
3-1-26
This month, about Mental Health, Mindfulness, MY manuscript of life. That is what the M stands for, March, among many other drives and campaigns. 13:50… lazy-ish day. Emma at batting practice, Jack taking a nap surprisingly, and Henry hanging out in his room, wouldn’t change the day’s complexion for anything. Meaning, Mindset, Mediation. Yes, meditation. …
PAGES ATE MY HOMEWORK!!!
Good thing I uploaded much of it to the blog. This laptop is acting funny. Shit…. Do I need to replace it already? Deciding to STOP. Worrying, trying to recover what I lost. There has to be some reason the Story wanted that to happen, right? Maybe write in the journal for a bit, like…