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09:22…. Focused on my Mental Health this morning, and ideas yesterday formed at work, in concern with one of the educators, and my VP. Just messaged VP, and taking a second to SELF.  Can start making some calls, soon. Onto something.  As in, I found gems.  That were always there, but…..  Okay, need to calm…

09:22 Surprised how ahead of the day I am, to be honest. Still haven’t made the next coffee.  Maybe I should do that now. Meeting pushed to 14:00.  Okay, good. Waiting for an idea to catch me.  Made my rounds, tended to notes, audited calendar.  Too ahead oft the day’s Beat for a writer’s own…

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1-15-26 Mid-month, already.  In office, in my head, trying to distract myself with work… Staying focused and set here, where I am.  The entrepreneur mind is about me, afraid of nothing.  Certainly not some imagined failure. Running today, 4 mile goal. Coffee next to me, speaking with me as it wishes. 08:31 Moving slow, deliberate….

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Espresso time.  Headed downstairs…. The idea of a voice, stemming from telecom, and marketing, the idea of a message being delivered and felt, and a direct or indirect call to action. 13 minutes till meeting.  Using it all for this writer and his idea of the morning.  Going downstairs and taking a couple pictures of…

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Working from Vacaville home office.  So energized and alive, and just fucking fearless… New poet.  Poet’s fire about me.  Truly. Candidly and unabashedly. About to run a couple errands with the Nurse.  Get whatever we need for tonight’s party, just us two. Chill, relaxed, easy.  Nurse on call tomorrow, hopefully not getting called in. Meeting…

A day of ME.

That’s what I’m promising. Appropriate precursor for the new year. Finally at the desk after making a second pass at Peet’s.  Just a small coffee.  Now here, meditative.  Not expecting anything.  Just intaking the morning and this room. Building my fortitude, or compiling character in a way I never have.  I can see myself changing. …