09:22…. Focused on my Mental Health this morning, and ideas yesterday formed at work, in concern with one of the educators, and my VP. Just messaged VP, and taking a second to SELF. Can start making some calls, soon. Onto something. As in, I found gems. That were always there, but….. Okay, need to calm…
Tag: happiness
09:22 Surprised how ahead of the day I am, to be honest. Still haven’t made the next coffee. Maybe I should do that now. Meeting pushed to 14:00. Okay, good. Waiting for an idea to catch me. Made my rounds, tended to notes, audited calendar. Too ahead oft the day’s Beat for a writer’s own…
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1-15-26 Mid-month, already. In office, in my head, trying to distract myself with work… Staying focused and set here, where I am. The entrepreneur mind is about me, afraid of nothing. Certainly not some imagined failure. Running today, 4 mile goal. Coffee next to me, speaking with me as it wishes. 08:31 Moving slow, deliberate….
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Espresso time. Headed downstairs…. The idea of a voice, stemming from telecom, and marketing, the idea of a message being delivered and felt, and a direct or indirect call to action. 13 minutes till meeting. Using it all for this writer and his idea of the morning. Going downstairs and taking a couple pictures of…
Meetings today, and out in the Field prospecting for the MadlySmallBiz idea. Two meetings on calendar already.
Content has to be solely for rev generation and strategic branding building. Thoughts after talking to one of our marketing gals yesterday. She speaking of videos she’s been shooting for one of our departments. Budget is razor thin, so I’m only spending if needed. This morning’s coffee, for the Nurser and I, yes, part of…
Friday, but it doesn’t feel like it. Monday is when everything really starts.
New sales content for trainees, have three students next week. Two in SoCal, one up here, East Bay. Five miles ran earlier. Up the hill, Vaca Valley Pkwy. The year is already moving with indifference. Everything is content I tell myself, al rooms. Me sitting on the floor, looking at the tree in our room…
12-31-25
Working from Vacaville home office. So energized and alive, and just fucking fearless… New poet. Poet’s fire about me. Truly. Candidly and unabashedly. About to run a couple errands with the Nurse. Get whatever we need for tonight’s party, just us two. Chill, relaxed, easy. Nurse on call tomorrow, hopefully not getting called in. Meeting…
Memory….
New sight—
12-20-25
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Day starting with some nerves but they’re immediately muted with thoughts and words, and promises to self.
Inventory xmas gifts… work on SHU, pause the project from yesterday. Meeting at 1300. Prep in phone, eight points to address. After that I’m thinking a drive back here, dinner with friends (same we saw last night, Nurse’s oldest and closest), and then the day closed. Started an idea dump in my phone. Not liking…
Needing the ocean.
For my soul.
A day of ME.
That’s what I’m promising. Appropriate precursor for the new year. Finally at the desk after making a second pass at Peet’s. Just a small coffee. Now here, meditative. Not expecting anything. Just intaking the morning and this room. Building my fortitude, or compiling character in a way I never have. I can see myself changing. …
