Tag: happiness

5-28-26

Silly in my thoughts, careless and it feels amazing, freeing, like I’m reborn or something.  Seriously. ….. Consolidating.  Simplifying and singularizing.  Just me, this blog, the books, not too many “businesses”, I promised myself walking up the stairs to the office just as I turned on the light. Waiting for student to log on… PEACE,…

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Taking a minute in the break room.  Not alone, and that’s fine.

I want to hear other conversations…. People talking, their stories.  Two people at my writing booth, talking about cooking, and then running, then waking up super early and running and working out.  FUCK, I say to myself.  I need to get up at get it out of the way. Chris last night telling me that’s…

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12:04 —> Gifting myself QUIET.  Some time to collect.

And why not.  Everything with an optimistic edge and tone.   What I’m deciding.  What I’m, just, speaking. Find a new strength this morning.  Like a lack of concern, but…. Not that.  It’s better.  More freeing, actually. Just me at the desk, and the simplicity is of a strange and more layered allure.  I’m just…

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Three days till I’m 47.  Holy fuck…. Yeah, well, it is what it is.

I take some minutes to myself after a great meeting with my Sales Ops Director, Sandra… a strong and empathetic, brilliant and driven woman I have respected for years.  Motivated by our meetings, or jam sessions as I call them. Thinking about one more coffee, but refraining.  Imagine that…. Example of deciding to stop and…

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Class.

Ideas… from sales to the Career Heights Highway project….  Staying smooth in the day, not running at lunch but in a content STORM. This… Mindful, here and present, managing this book of business which is an actual book and not just a fucking spreadsheet of leads and vendors and contact/touch patterns. Logging back in to…

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Teaching day.

Nurse and her youngest daughter out for a nail appt, little girls time. Me, here with so many ideas and intentions for the day….  DECIDED TO STOP…. What exactly.  Everything from overthinking, to self-doubting like I said, wondering, worrying, or any bullshit cognition a human can produce. DAY SIX…. That’s where we are.  Won’t lie,…

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