15:34 // Busier day than I thought it would be, and.. interesting.  In the best way.  Not getting into it here, but I’ll just say this – ALL my focus, now, and for futures foreseeable, are in the Sales Academy.  The ideas there, going far beyond anything “sales”, or sale-y.

The I JUST DECIDED project, book, and more, now, taking new life after the meeting this morning with my Director. Staff development, people and their careers, the joy they, many, wish they had at work.  What if you… Didn’t have to wish anymore? Could wake up every morning excited tethered and taken by excitement and…

19:18

Seeing yourself More In all Scenes

In office and only thing planned is a 3-Day check-in with a Rep.  Coffee, needed.  My 3rd of the day technically, and that’s where the writer stops.

The Story evolving, last days of the poz loft, wow….  But, honestly, it’s time. I am building with my Nurse, my bride2be… and my smiles are tireless. This is the only sight, the only emotion allowed going forward.  Gratitude and joy and liberation, this conversation with SELF, reaching beyond my eyes and immediate vocals. Returning…

from I JUST DECIDED TO STOP

Deciding to stop seeing this as just a book, or collection of notes…. It’s everything. A capturing of the day-to-day, and not wishing for ANYTHING. This morning’s 4-mile run, feeling different, and I won’t stop writing about it. Choosing peace.  Not being right, or trying to work harder than anyone else.  Just peace.  In what…

Gratitude Is a Way of Seeing

Knowing that this is all mine—this scene, me writing this, this pause and collection, the people in my Story—how can I not thank whatever is out there? Maybe gratitude isn’t something we practice after life becomes easier. Maybe it’s how life becomes easier to carry. It doesn’t erase difficulty. It doesn’t pretend every day is…

Calm.

This is NOT a destination, this prioritization of PEACE. It is everyday. Some steps massive, others more discrete. This calm is something I’m deciding, but also something that found me this morning.  On the drive, and then it intensified.  Nothing out there that’s negative or accosting can reach me.  And I’m end-to-end convinced of that….

Feeling.  The day.  Father’s Day.  All of it.

…….. Gratitude.  And thinking of the brevity. So why not move.  Do EVERYTHING. Bringing camera on the water, a boat later with the family.  Been planned for a while.  Simple… this week, teaching all three days.  Going to address this, this perspective.  NO… no just address it, but emphasize in each PPT slide. Nurse getting…

Living, and I mean really living.

Finally.. if you only knew. The past life, not important. What has a place, meaning, the most poignant of importance … NOW. Here.  In this room, with my gratitude. Snuck away from desk, and in the ZenDen, needed.  One time on this planet, that’s it. I feel like we don’t get that, or something.  We…