“So alive and electric and fearless today, babe…” I just wrote the Nurse. And I am. Can’t hold it in place, can’t bottle it. Maybe it’s the coffee, maybe it’s simply being here, present, anchored in this shifting routine I’ve carved out inside ’50—what we call this building. 1:36 PM. So quiet it feels staged,…
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In office a little late but I’m catching up. Meetings all day.
Singularizing, simplifying. Thinking of my brother Chris’ stories and explanations of how he built his business. The cowering space, the cafe, and other. I see what I’m doing wrong. Or maybe not wrong, but what I could improve. Again, simplifying. Lunch comes and goes, and I’m standing at the desk with two of my three…
Back from a day long and stuffed with baseball hours. Kids relaxing, me as well. Deserved, so well-deserved.
How I am with myself, the inward scribbles and talk, how it forms and the resulting tangibles. Wish I could spend the day tomorrow in content production mode, but no. Office. Meetings. And more meetings. All the internet talk. Don’t get me wrong, I love it, but this Professor Mikey drawing board is electric and…
Writing this morning and new mind about me. Being a champion, fighter, just accepting the visions I have as real.
Traveling the world with the Nurse, writing a book in this condo and keeping this condo as just that – a Windsor Writing Station. Much the same the new train station down the street has become realize by Windsor’s town. 9:24 AM… kids playing outside, me shredding some papers as I more and more hate…
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Repeat, repeat…. The day’s call.
Getting ready for class. Different approach today. How I present the topics and notes, ideas to the Trainee.
Hoping it works, but it can only work. Not giving myself any other option. Everything from this Sales Training journal and some quick types I put to screen just as I got back from the coffee date with Nurse. 8:24 AM…. Not slowing, not doubting SELF. No need for that, at all. —>—>—> 2:26 PM,…
9-25-25 Office, quiet. Traffic on the way to work, took over two fucking hours to get here. Was mood-molded by it, but no longer. Nothing I can do. What can I help and control? My attitude. Meeting at 11 with VP. Not much to go over as he stopped by my desk yesterday and I…
Class done early. Student has his assignments and attachments. Not worried about this chap at all. If anything I’ve learned from him. That’s the truth.
Much more awake, credit to the coffee. Already planning for next meeting so there is no discrepancy with time. More notes taken, Attitude and Activity-honed. Should follow my own training. Manifesting yes, but more so ordering a reality to reality. A sought stage, what I deserve…. Writing after talking with my brother Chris last night…
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12:34 Teaching day. I’m off a bit, feeling not entirely as myself. Did I not get enough sleep? More coffee… Not sure how I’m going to navigate the remainder of the class, and day. Don’t think too much about it, or worry. I’m just overthinking, that’s what it is. Lunch delivered to office, but I…
Back from lunch. Taking a bit of time for SELF before getting back into projects.
Holding pattern, somewhat. Indecision grips me and I feel lost, dizzied. Where does a writer put his focus now…. Stop writing. Coffee at right but it doesn’t sound good. At all. Something cold. Or nothing at all. Go to writing booth and take a couple minutes to self. Tired in a way that impedes production…
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11:27 Day starting with a weird vibe but it’s gone, all thanks and praise be to the Nurse. Doing lunch with one of the educators/trainers. At noon. Starting to wake up. Taking a coffee break with laptop in the writing booth in a sec. Curriculum, that is all I’m writing. More than curriculum, AWARENESS. VP…
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Meeting ended early. Not surprised. Nurse on her way. Leaving in less than 10min. Learning today to even more so subscribe to the think less act more motif. May work at Oliver’s for a bit before heading to loft. I was overthinking the project, for sure. And not only overthinking and self-doubting but fucking avoiding…
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