Working from Vacaville home office. So energized and alive, and just fucking fearless… New poet. Poet’s fire about me. Truly. Candidly and unabashedly. About to run a couple errands with the Nurse. Get whatever we need for tonight’s party, just us two. Chill, relaxed, easy. Nurse on call tomorrow, hopefully not getting called in. Meeting…
Tag: mindfulness
12-30-25
10:32. In office. Slow, two additional projects already brought to finish. Cold out, but I’m committed to forcing myself to run. Belief that I can get out, maybe even shock myself today, go further than I thought which I’ve done before. So, then, why not today? Day moving slow, or that’s how I feel. …
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Tired, winding down. About to close the kitchen and day. 19:38 Nurse at a late appointment. Nothing in the way of energy left in this writer but staying up a bit longer. Finish in kitchen, pack bag for tomorrow. Running bag, new Garmin the Nurse bought me for xmas… can’t stop thinking about the past…
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13:25 Tired. Hoping to get out for a run. Will probably be a short one. 5k I’d say. Done with project for the day at work, and not too much communicating taking place. Slow Monday, not complaining. 16:36 Back from coffee and groceries. Nurse and I taking a nap still tired from the early morning…
12-29-25
Catching up. Trying… scattered and that’s not helping. 10:14, pace increasing. Hitting multiple projects and facets of the 30-60-90 project for Sonic. Espresso, a double, just made downstairs talking with Nurse. 2026, well under way. Consolidation and cancellation of some projects. I Just DECIDED To STOP…. Book and overarching project and mind for this writer….
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This morning….
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Then taking the rest of the day. Merry Xmas, everyone!!! ♥️💕✔️‼️😘🥰
Up early. Quick coffee putting then Nurse and I went to a small bakery down the Road for treats, for kids. Okay, and for us.
Going over new ideas and ones I’ve had since the beginning of Q4 this year, for 2026. Less, consolidation… PRODUCTION on a fierce and unusual energy. One project at a time. True, being distracted by other projects and production isn’t necessarily a bad thing, but being centralized and singularly honed is more fruitful. Henry and…
12-22-25
08:12, and on duty. Well, technically. Not much happening this week, and I can’t even believe that this week is here. Xmas. Like, how?? Ten days till 2026. And, after last night’s cook attempt being actually successful and not an attempt at all but an actualization, my confidence hasn’t been so high in some time….
08:21. Emma at her sleepover, me in the kitchen writing sipping my 2nd espresso.
Jack asleep still but little 5 year-old ball of energy Henry up and playing. Reframing the morning, waking in a bit of mood-mud. Think I know why but not completely certain and the origin or propellant doesn’t matter. Just keep moving I tell myself, and anyone reading who wakes and feels off. Just do something….
Day starting with some nerves but they’re immediately muted with thoughts and words, and promises to self.
Inventory xmas gifts… work on SHU, pause the project from yesterday. Meeting at 1300. Prep in phone, eight points to address. After that I’m thinking a drive back here, dinner with friends (same we saw last night, Nurse’s oldest and closest), and then the day closed. Started an idea dump in my phone. Not liking…
14:08
Where did the day…. Probably heading to my friend’s restaurant up the street after a couple more forwards. Caught up on assessments. Only reason I was behind, a mental block. Texting with Nurse, her and I both having coffee, though I might be spilling mine out in a bit. Too much, and starting to feel…
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