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Quarterly meeting today.   Thinking on the drive over here about my Practiced Authenticity stress and exploration in these trainings.  Feel sometimes like I should enroll in my own class. Just be me… stop fucking thinking so much, and be real, but with more direction.  Not going to say focus, because now I see my…

a freewrite…

Sitting in this booth that I often write in.  This Monday, I felt no self-doubt, no second-guessing of SELF. Why? A simple decision.  That’s honestly it.  And, more awareness and sight and understanding of what this day’s Mike Madigan brings with it. Coffee and composition, taking a new Rep (Inside Sales) out to lunch, Texanita…

Monday Meaning

Everything speaking and all conversation continue in purpose worded.

Clouds and Notes and Stages

Fearless but contained Sight sharper, grateful, sky The music in everything Showing me which rooms Triangles, hexagon, then unnamed There’s nothing to measure Only flight now

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Bottledaux Agency #SOMEREALPROFTOK #NURSEANDPROFESSORVIBEZ  Inward MuZen ….. 113/3-6-5 Listening ideas and projects. Drive over this morning, like a class.  Pronounced and prominent meditation that I can’t shake and have no interest in its separation. At the desk… I feel the day speaking to me, intently and with a sharp loving fervor. Always moving forward, even…

Day 112 of 365

Something on my IG feed. And this Content Storm campaign, closing the end of its first month. There has been a beneficial movement in this first 30 days, but now toward the 60 day check-in and audit I’ll conduct with myself, there is time to demonstrate the actual shop. Arranging… categories…. Mental Health Wellness Running…

Measured moves.

That’s the idea today.No unusual pressure, no unruly tyranny over myself. Pace, ease—that is composition.I moved something on my calendar, and the day opened instead of closing.No more fixation on STOP, but on awareness, on sight. As a sales trainer, I notice the difference immediately. When I force, they feel it. When I measure, they…

Shredded a large tower of papers I’d had for, I want to say over a year.

Feel so light now.  Free.  Unencumbered. A little after three.  What to do… not sure how long the Nurse will be at work. Thinking of writing offsite somewhere.  Just watch the characters around me, see what they say, what they talk about. Arranging thoughts, slowing myself down.  Like putting the unneeded thoughts in their own…

A Friday Decide

Starting the day after taking Nurse to her Fairfield campus. Ordering my own thoughts to not so much deviate but take different, more creative and useful course.  Mindful, aware, a new curriculum for this day and all approaching. Quick exchange with VP this morning on focus – singularizing and consolidating, not leaving the project you…