Attitude. Deploying SKILL…. Keep a log, whatever it looks like. (Should be putting this in the Playbook for Content, and I will, but quickly noting here, for now…) 10:07, meeting done and my thoughts are everywhere. Thinking in terms of deliverables, and inventory. I love it. Excited and a bit nervous, feeling not so much…
Tag: poetry
9-18-25
September’s end. Vacaville, 8:24 PM. Prepping for meeting with VP. Finished all prep last night, just going through PPT now. I hate PowerPoint, to be honest. Makes me feel dependent and shackled, confined and it detracts from confidence. But, I’m making it work. It’s a standard, I get it. Taking some time to self, didn’t…
Day starting in Field with coworker from the MDU world,
driving me to several parts of Santa Rosa, looking at different building and install types. Reminded me of the AE days doing site visits. Most will think this is geeky tech talk but I’m not from the world, this world, so I find it interesting and feel the same way I did as a new…
At the drawing board…
Notes and more of them, swarming. Not sure where my energy and focus is pulling me. Still with the old pictures… need to get out, take more. Wherever I am. Not much here in Vacaville, really. So diving into the camera and seeing what I forgot about. And there’s more than I thought, thankfully. Slow…
3:40 PM
Back from baseball. Exhausted from heat, and listening to people talk. And talk. Talk more. Go back and forth about whatever in that expected and airy, lazy laugh and “Ha ha huh….. yeah yeah yeah”, the soccer mom/baseball dad language. Nothing against it, just when it’s so trite, I glaze. Barely energy to type. Relax,…
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Indecision. 11:38 Cleaning the Archive, that weird but intriguing closet or storage space, or para-room in the master bedroom. Thought about moving this desk in there, but then put a knife through the Composition of my indecision. Typing in room, coffee and not espresso, my mood calm and SELF assembled. No negatives. SELF.CARE… the day’s…
8:58 AM. Walked to Noto, treated self to a latte. Still waking.
Can tell the thinking is slow and not yet with up wheels. Starting the week off with the Curriculum of SELF-CARE. What the Nurse told me long ago is the one thing we all need to invest in, more. Starting a new Sales Trainer log on phone, first thoughts are Explore and ‘Find Your Answers’. …
Running out of battery, and again forgot my bloody charger at home. So.. some words before lunch.
Taking a breath, a pause and collecting SELF. Listening to the activity of the office. Every voice I hear is cheerful, relaxed even when in the pulse of productivity. Notes for next week’s session.. Taking some of my own instruction and carving it into my habits and mood, everything about me this Thursday. Clear, CONFIDENT,…
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Meeting going over by 30, so 90 mins total. Too hot outside to run. SHIT. Should have hit the pavement early. But… no excuses. Own the reality. 12:08 Lunch done. Landscapers doing their landscaper things with loud blades and engines, propellers and what be so no power nap. Yes I was thinking of taking one…
coffee stains for medals
half-dead laptopwounded animal. I don’t “wake up.”resurrect.claw from graveOf sleep and doubtAnd the same questionsThat chewed my nerves yesterday. No more.Not today.Today is blunt force.Today is fangs.Today is singular. She, the only solver, healer—My need for her — InexplicableAngel flight into the clean war. Composition. Dreams…Polite battles fought.But meTrench-rot and inkfire.
Vacaville. 11:14
Calm and monitoring SELF, emotions and thoughts and where my visions reside. Nurse readying for a birthday party, with food trucks I’m told. Jealous, a food truck sounds incredible right now. Just a touch after 10, oh well. May write in Sonoma, on the Square somewhere. Poetry only I’m promising myself – MUSIC. Songs, new…
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