9-18-25

September’s end. Vacaville, 8:24 PM. Prepping for meeting with VP.  Finished all prep last night, just going through PPT now.  I hate PowerPoint, to be honest.  Makes me feel dependent and shackled, confined and it detracts from confidence.  But, I’m making it work.  It’s a standard, I get it. Taking some time to self, didn’t…

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After a trip to the coffee spot by the Green the other week, I turned left and left on a random street, then writer back in chair.  Cup smoldering on desk, taste still bitter but beautiful and seductive nudge.  Don’t want to be stuck in thought so I won’t let SELF stop typing, who gives…

morning-ing journaling

8:57 AM Windsor…. Been a while since I’ve written in this spot on a Saturday.  Emma and Henry up, Jack here later, much later.  Emma with a game, and the day is structured. Latte singing to me.  Didn’t work last night as desired, and I’m more than at peace with it.  Wanted all the time…

Smelling the RAIN

Ops meeting at 10.  Back from coffee and taking one of the vehicles in, all with Nurse.  In a mode and mood of attainment today.  In any and all prospects and regards, anything I can think of.  Not in office, WFH for day, may go into office later. Writing more on this Sales Training Story…….

journal

Meeting going over by 30, so 90 mins total.  Too hot outside to run.  SHIT.  Should have hit the pavement early.  But… no excuses.  Own the reality. 12:08 Lunch done.  Landscapers doing their landscaper things with loud blades and engines, propellers and what be so no power nap. Yes I was thinking of taking one…

Wallet Stillness

Early morning for the Nurse and I.  She needing to be at some conference, committee she’s on, early.  And at a different campus. Me getting home and drafting something I need send later.  Not letting it distract me from writing…. From building.  Singularizing. Coffee on the mind.  The coffee place down the Road and ……

1:44 PM.  Kids inside with me, well over fucking 90 outside.

Taking time to write in the DECIDED project. Life is good, I messaged the Nurse.  And it is.  I can only credit her with most if not all of it.  Not thinking, after his morning’s MeMeeting. The deliberation is a stall.  Not sure a tactic but habit I cut like excessively long hair. Hear the…

journal……..

8-29-25 WFH today. Couple communications already sent. Yesterday, Construction…. Today, SURVEY. What do I mean by that…. Surveying the scape.  All details, inventorying all actions, where I go and what I do.  This morning coffee with the Nurse and her youngest at Noto, haven’t been in weeks if not months. Talking and realizing the promise…