A day of ME.

That’s what I’m promising. Appropriate precursor for the new year. Finally at the desk after making a second pass at Peet’s.  Just a small coffee.  Now here, meditative.  Not expecting anything.  Just intaking the morning and this room. Building my fortitude, or compiling character in a way I never have.  I can see myself changing. …

11-17-25

09:20 in office, moving more than just a single mile a minute.  Refusing to let the morning or day or anyone or anything slow me. Four blogs, no…. Sticking to this one and making it work.  Overhead, ZERO. Prepping for a 30-day check-in with a Rep.  Field Sales.  Writing more curriculum as the day stretches…

In office.  Made rounds.  Some rain on the drive.  09:10

Settling in.  Organizing the desktop of the work laptop, a priority.  Has to be done. Today, rewriting much in the Story.  Lunch with the Dev Trainers later, and now… almost forgot… the Sales Trainer Lab project. Promising myself this will be the last project for a while.  Till others begin to produce and prove lucrative….

After lunch with new Trainee, and making nice progress on the 30/60/90 Project, I’m eased.  Not feeling the post-10k exhaustion that I had earlier.

Coffee’s cold but I don’t care, honestly.  Listening to lofi people walking by and smiling each with a unique greeting and I couldn’t be having a better Monday if I fucking tried. 3 PM meeting cancelled.  Recruiting meeting at 2:30, giving self another project but this one personal, revolving around our wedding. This weekend, two…

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9-21-25 The MAAP.  Attitude and its Architecture, making a project of it, for ME. Thinking this morning about the week ahead, and how I’m frustrated with SELF and some of my consistencies.  Watching a blogger I follow and his new running project turns me into a drawing board of my own. 9:20 AM.  Stop thinking,…

Energy.

Attitude. Deploying SKILL….  Keep a log, whatever it looks like. (Should be putting this in the Playbook for Content, and I will, but quickly noting here, for now…) 10:07, meeting done and my thoughts are everywhere.  Thinking in terms of deliverables, and inventory.  I love it.  Excited and a bit nervous, feeling not so much…

9-18-25

September’s end. Vacaville, 8:24 PM. Prepping for meeting with VP.  Finished all prep last night, just going through PPT now.  I hate PowerPoint, to be honest.  Makes me feel dependent and shackled, confined and it detracts from confidence.  But, I’m making it work.  It’s a standard, I get it. Taking some time to self, didn’t…