Settling in. Organizing the desktop of the work laptop, a priority. Has to be done. Today, rewriting much in the Story. Lunch with the Dev Trainers later, and now… almost forgot… the Sales Trainer Lab project. Promising myself this will be the last project for a while. Till others begin to produce and prove lucrative….
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Writing this morning and new mind about me. Being a champion, fighter, just accepting the visions I have as real.
Traveling the world with the Nurse, writing a book in this condo and keeping this condo as just that – a Windsor Writing Station. Much the same the new train station down the street has become realize by Windsor’s town. 9:24 AM… kids playing outside, me shredding some papers as I more and more hate…
After lunch with new Trainee, and making nice progress on the 30/60/90 Project, I’m eased. Not feeling the post-10k exhaustion that I had earlier.
Coffee’s cold but I don’t care, honestly. Listening to lofi people walking by and smiling each with a unique greeting and I couldn’t be having a better Monday if I fucking tried. 3 PM meeting cancelled. Recruiting meeting at 2:30, giving self another project but this one personal, revolving around our wedding. This weekend, two…
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9-21-25 The MAAP. Attitude and its Architecture, making a project of it, for ME. Thinking this morning about the week ahead, and how I’m frustrated with SELF and some of my consistencies. Watching a blogger I follow and his new running project turns me into a drawing board of my own. 9:20 AM. Stop thinking,…
Tired of being distracted by social media feeds. Not looking. That’s the story—
NO, that’s the curriculum for the day. Less social, much less. Just writing and organizing thoughts for the book, mindful actuation, where I am and whatever I’m doing. Overthinking, that’s my common brand but not now. Writing in Vacaville and a whole day to self but unsure of what to do, knowing there’s work. But…
Energy.
Attitude. Deploying SKILL…. Keep a log, whatever it looks like. (Should be putting this in the Playbook for Content, and I will, but quickly noting here, for now…) 10:07, meeting done and my thoughts are everywhere. Thinking in terms of deliverables, and inventory. I love it. Excited and a bit nervous, feeling not so much…
9-18-25
September’s end. Vacaville, 8:24 PM. Prepping for meeting with VP. Finished all prep last night, just going through PPT now. I hate PowerPoint, to be honest. Makes me feel dependent and shackled, confined and it detracts from confidence. But, I’m making it work. It’s a standard, I get it. Taking some time to self, didn’t…
8:58 AM. Walked to Noto, treated self to a latte. Still waking.
Can tell the thinking is slow and not yet with up wheels. Starting the week off with the Curriculum of SELF-CARE. What the Nurse told me long ago is the one thing we all need to invest in, more. Starting a new Sales Trainer log on phone, first thoughts are Explore and ‘Find Your Answers’. …
No run. Fuck. Oh well. I blame the clouds and, well, myself.
I need to do EVERYTHING this writer’s able to, to wake early and run in the harshest of morning hours. 5 or 6. Early. I want it to be difficult, painful, even rolling eyes at the prospect of the run. But I’ll fucking do it anyway, which I should have done a bit ago, launching,…
In office. Finally. Thinking in terms of modules, education. In EVERYTHING.
10:00 Coffee #1… module #1. Patience. Keep movement consistent, but be patient. Be mindful of the process. No time to settle into the day, I just start writing it. Reaching out to B, trying to set up a meeting or quick call later. Growth versus Acquisition in the MDU space. Office quiet, just as the…
1:44 PM. Kids inside with me, well over fucking 90 outside.
Taking time to write in the DECIDED project. Life is good, I messaged the Nurse. And it is. I can only credit her with most if not all of it. Not thinking, after his morning’s MeMeeting. The deliberation is a stall. Not sure a tactic but habit I cut like excessively long hair. Hear the…
Thinking in terms of playbooks, after the scribbling in journal, about Time and how you can’t order it
on Amazon, I joked after logging what I bought the other day, arriving yesterday and the Nurse bringing in while closing downstairs before bed. 8:43. Calm. Latte done and about to make an espresso shot downstairs in a sec. Day is busy, calendar full. Fuller than full. So, I assign in curriculum. Around the concept…