12-10-25

In office.

Quiet.

08:05…

Training at 09:00.  Settling in.  Hearing people walk in, that little beep at the door from the badge swipe.

Leading SELF, self-care, making self happy, the dominant idea on the drive over.  Still tired but coffee helping.

How to approach training differently today.  Started page, dated it….  First word written, “The Present”.  Meaning, now.  The NOW.  Where we are and what we’re doing.  Not a fancy idea, or anything glitzy or superfluous, but poignant.  Meaningful.

08:18, the morning just flies by.  I hear people talking and I refuse to be distracted.  Reading a book last night on narcissists, and what they do to others.  Their malignant effect and manipulation.  Thinking differently today, and again shutting the door on such energy.

Feeling empowered this morning, and pleasantly vicious.  Developing that, any way I can.  What’s out of my control, no mind given anymore.

Bobby, guy from the Field Service Division walks by, says “Good morning.” Yes it is.  Yes, it fucking is.  The best morning.  Best since back from Germany, if I can be honest.