NOTES…

Day with an odd vibe.  Seeing it as an opportunity.  My only choice. Recent news still in the writer’s head, but I write and create through it.  See self as a small business owner with only one option – PIVOT. Be adaptable, and more BOLD. Making Stories and voices, LIFE, from what most just pass,…

Modeling…

Not just for Sales Life and Training…. But for the entire Story. 🖊️

5-28-26

Silly in my thoughts, careless and it feels amazing, freeing, like I’m reborn or something.  Seriously. ….. Consolidating.  Simplifying and singularizing.  Just me, this blog, the books, not too many “businesses”, I promised myself walking up the stairs to the office just as I turned on the light. Waiting for student to log on… PEACE,…

Taking a minute in the break room.  Not alone, and that’s fine.

I want to hear other conversations…. People talking, their stories.  Two people at my writing booth, talking about cooking, and then running, then waking up super early and running and working out.  FUCK, I say to myself.  I need to get up at get it out of the way. Chris last night telling me that’s…

jouRNal…

5-16-26 I’m 47 in 13 days. My first thought this morning. At house now, getting ready for day in Sonoma County with Nurse, visiting friend Taryn at her winery, just up the road a few miles from our condo, which still hasn’t fucking sold. I’m impatient, and not really sure what the fuck the realtor…

Teaching day.

Nurse and her youngest daughter out for a nail appt, little girls time. Me, here with so many ideas and intentions for the day….  DECIDED TO STOP…. What exactly.  Everything from overthinking, to self-doubting like I said, wondering, worrying, or any bullshit cognition a human can produce. DAY SIX…. That’s where we are.  Won’t lie,…

thinking about it…

Developing a playbook.  Rooted in sales practice and thought, the Consumer Sales Training Story, yes, but more than that. Career Heights, I can’t stay away from the idea.  Put it on the blog earlier, and how do you get there, I asked my student. How do you get from the envisioned to the material?  Still…

Career Heights Highway idea…..

Getting away from sales for a minute.  Thinking of a more universal and applicable mode. Never again, EVER, having to be on-time to a shitty job. We spend so much of our lives at work.. WORK, not home…. Why not love it? Why not have it be more than what you could envision?? Gripped by…

Still recovering mood-wise from this morning’s car incident.

And the fucking test I had to pay for, the “diagnostic” as they called it, came up with NO-THING.  But I still had to pay. In home office, one espresso, a double, down.  May have another… keep this writer in the chair, don’t move I say to myself. Working on speech/short essay for Thursday.  Trying…