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No doubt, only gratitude.  The Now, where I am.  I still stop and stumble a bit in my thinking, like – “IS THIS MY LIFE?  AM I SUPPOSED TO HAVE THIS?” Why do I question?  I am not waiting to feel ready anymore.  EVERYTHING, will see heights.  My own highway, if you would. I’m not…

9-1-2026

New month.  Feels like Fall, on the drive over.  Light drizzle, calm, foggy and low clouds in Carneros. Off now, about to head into training. Coffee, writing, calm. Talking to Engineer, then another colleague, then another.  All positive and loving energy and vibes. The Sales Trainer Story turns into an engineering effort.  I’ll explain what…

#coffeezenlove

Coffee, still warm. Leaves changing. People moving through their own stories while you settle into yours. Today, practice staying here.  Phone down.  Shoulders loose. L etting the first sip have your full attention. There is care in this small pause.  You can feel how much I need it, how quickly I usually hurry past it….

Moving quick this morning.  Training for MDU Acquisition. 

Many of its properties and practices quite the same as being an AE.  Far as I know, anyway. Sipping coffee, and seeing the small steps as the most determinant and expansive with impact.  Not one negative or nay-saying shake in my senses, none. 9:08am, and calming further.  Up early this morning, with no fail.  No…

Simple.

Where you are. What you see, feel.  Nothing else needed. All parts of your Now, speak to you. The day starts with promises Do we listen and are we open to it A scene, then another Language, people talking to me Over exaggeration in my own head Needed counsel, no couch Different station, enjoying the…

Feeling enough…

I don’t need to win every argument happening inside my head.  I don’t even need to attend. There are things I can acknowledge without obeying. There are feelings I can feel without following. There are thoughts I can notice without turning them into instructions. And maybe that is part of growing into yourself: learning which…

And I take a second for myself, to myself, about my SELF.

I’ve become surprisingly skilled at detaching myself from the past, that “former life” I mention here from time to time.  Not going back, not doing that anymore.  I remind myself that I am HERE. Deciding that this is the only language, the only scene type, the only set of feelings I’ll allow to grow. I…

jouRNaling …..

8-21-26 Class over.  And the Sales Academy takes on new life, something to sell at some point.  More on that later… The framing of Authenticity, notably and more specifically when it’s practiced, where my thinking is now.  Let me brainstorm on this a bit more… 8-22-26 Early up with the Nurse.  Coffee in the kitchen,…