Coffee with Nurse.  Now in office, writing summary of week’s MDU lesson and notes, application.

The small business bug again bites, and I’m looking at EVERYTHING through that lens.  This MDU world and everything I’m learning, such perfect timing.

Finally quiet enough to see it – What I’m doing.  What I need to do.

Everything that is unfamiliar allows this writer to grow, into something more than a writer.  A… learner, observer.  In that, there is ‘the art’.

10:18…..  Final coffee.  Music of course, and meditation.  Now, when I catch myself thinking, I say “SYLVIA”.

Ms. Plath… telling me self-doubt is your greatest foe.  Book of her letters next to me, I write the Nurse a quick letter – 

“You…. Making me smile always.  I’m so HOME, so wrapped in US, our story, our vows FOUR WEEKS from today.  Just know I am thinking of you, and nothing is more important.”

Seriously thought this life, this degree of happiness and PEACE, was meant for others.  But, no… I DO deserve it.  Affirmed by this coffee, this ZEN, this LOVE I feel for all attributes of my book, with her. 

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