No doubt, only gratitude.  The Now, where I am.  I still stop and stumble a bit in my thinking, like – “IS THIS MY LIFE?  AM I SUPPOSED TO HAVE THIS?”

Why do I question?  I am not waiting to feel ready anymore.  EVERYTHING, will see heights.  My own highway, if you would.

I’m not letting another person’s misery and mood define mine.  FUCK.THAT.  And, I’m DECIDING TO STOP trying to solve everything first thing in the morning.  Not sure why I do that.  I do, often, then I’m in a mood and I become that person I just mentioned, “another person’s mood…”

You know what, no.  I am enjoying my morning.  Enjoying where the Story takes me.  Today, starting slow.  Thought I had to drive to San Jose for a site survey, or eval’, or whatever it’s called.  But, no…. I get a day.  A day returned.