Settling in.  Organizing the desktop of the work laptop, a priority.  Has to be done.

Today, rewriting much in the Story.  Lunch with the Dev Trainers later, and now… almost forgot… the Sales Trainer Lab project.

Promising myself this will be the last project for a while.  Till others begin to produce and prove lucrative.

Taking the Sales Training, the training itself, in a more rich roll, instructionally.  More of a conversation, since that’s what I’m so very boldly endorsing and voicing session to session.

Selling yourself.  Or, more usefully, convincing.  Clear, confident communication.  Of course we all want to be successful, I very much get this knowing I’ll have to put kids through college at some time not too distant, but the imperative of the Now.

Selling MYSELF, that I can do it.  Whatever I can envision I can take it out of the envisioned and make it actual.  Tangible.  Something in my day to day.

I don’t know why, but there were nerves about me this morning.  Anxiety, an unsettled inner-heckle.  Still don’t know what was causing it.  Could it be the day off in the middle of the week?  Honestly no fucking idea.

But I’m in my mode and roll and character this morning here in the office and I’m fine.  I’m more than fine.  I’m strong and of greatness and ready to take this day wherever.

Someone earlier while I was walking around saying hello to people in various departments, said to me “Wow, you’re just brightening up everyone’s day…” I smiled, voiced a gratitude of some form, can’t remember right now ‘cause of all the coffee I’ve had.  But it felt delightful, and honestly… deserved.  

There is no negatives in my pages, now or ever.