Inward MuZen – Post Five

A Different Detach At lash place with the Nurse.  In a cozy sofa-like chair.  I don’t know if this is fake leather, or what… but it’s cozy.  And I have some time to collect. When back at the house, one meeting, then I think I’m done for the day.  But don’t want to hex the…

Back from lunch with Nurse.

Article posted on bottledaux.com, with the intention and vision of turning the site into a SELF-Care content agency.  Quite honestly, I had the idea this morning at Peet’s getting coffee with the Nurse and have been haunted by it before that so this morning I decided to write. Part of it, to be honest, was…

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3-16-26 Office.  Something on my mind, distracting me.  But deciding to let it go.  My focus needs to be here.. HERE. In this Sonic office.  Nowhere else. Have to check calendar… back in a sec. Trying to talk myself into running.  Maybe later, after lunch…. Put off a money-related appt till tomorrow, EOD.  Just talking…

Inward MuZen – Post Three

Didn’t want to run, but I did.   And I reach five, my per-day quota for the week.  But no, I passed SIX.   6.3, actually.  I almost didn’t go out.  I put on running uniform, but then nearly just as soon returned it to bag and stayed put, at desk. NO.  No, that is…

A day of ME.

That’s what I’m promising. Appropriate precursor for the new year. Finally at the desk after making a second pass at Peet’s.  Just a small coffee.  Now here, meditative.  Not expecting anything.  Just intaking the morning and this room. Building my fortitude, or compiling character in a way I never have.  I can see myself changing. …

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09:20 in office, moving more than just a single mile a minute.  Refusing to let the morning or day or anyone or anything slow me. Four blogs, no…. Sticking to this one and making it work.  Overhead, ZERO. Prepping for a 30-day check-in with a Rep.  Field Sales.  Writing more curriculum as the day stretches…

In office.  Made rounds.  Some rain on the drive.  09:10

Settling in.  Organizing the desktop of the work laptop, a priority.  Has to be done. Today, rewriting much in the Story.  Lunch with the Dev Trainers later, and now… almost forgot… the Sales Trainer Lab project. Promising myself this will be the last project for a while.  Till others begin to produce and prove lucrative….