Was thinking like a fighter on the back 3 miles. Like I had to, the Me v ME idea. I felt it and believed it.
At the desk. 13:08. About to get in shower and have lunch somewhere but, no idea where. Work at the coffee place down the street. OR… Stay where you are. Don’t move.
A case of a writer jailing himself at the keys. Finishing a book or in my case posting a storm of thoughts and musings, ideas and affirmations, self-belief or whatever to this blog. 13:13 and I should be in the shower by now but the routes today and yesterday speak to me and won’t let me wander at all in concentration.
I did it, for once. Shocking myself. Testing myself and actually winning. Imagine that. Pictures from Germany distracting me, the Nurse and I kissing in the market or somewhere, the crane lit up outside our hotel room. Everything about the Newness, going there. The first restaurant, the merchants and their shelves, how they’d flag people down, greet them.
A world new and my curiosity was never quelled.
