Doubting SELF,

Caring what others think,

Letting the malicious and horrible ways of others under skin or in any cells,

Worrying, 

Rushing,

Not smiling,

Not laughing,

Not leaving people to their ways, whether positive or antithetical…

Just, STOPPING.

Of course, an idea I’ve written about on this blog before, but on the drive over from Vacaville, through a storm extending from I-80 to Stony Point Road here in Santa Rosa, I see and feel it with more amplification.

Moving quick, and adding another point to the STOP list…

Wondering.

You know, the what if this, what if that, what if I, what if they.

Honestly, who gives a fuck.  Just continue in your Beat.

In the decision to stop, with whatever, and however, you realize that you are present, and that your strength is much more aggrandized and accessible that you prior estimated.