Felt off earlier, on the drive, not sure what it was.

No run today, not in the mood and I can’t talk myself into one.

So, lunch spend writing and creating.  Not in much a sales mood either, to be honest.

Writing the DECIDED book, due at month’s end.  Aim for the day is get on the second page of the second writing, which is more a sketch and collection of notes.

This book, more like a collection of realizations and ideas I need to share.

Why?  Because they helped me.  Maybe they’ll help you…

11:29…. Someone stops by to say hello, we talk about the SpeechMasters group that met last week, and the meeting next week, what we’re going to talk about.

Feedback, valuable feedback.  Where did you get it?  How did it help?

My response – ME.  How did it help?  I DECIDED TO STOP, certain habits and thought consistencies and negative inward behavior.

No more rehearsing fear, I wrote a second ago.  Yeah, fuck that.  Bring it on, I dare you, negative fool-born giglet.

I’m too strong now, and I feel it today.  Well, now, not so much this morning and I have no idea what that was and it doesn’t matter.

THIS, this standing and breath, thought, these types are the imperative.  The most positive and loving and adherent of SELF-TALK.

ZEN, manifold…