8-15-25

Mid-month, as I just noticed, here in Vacaville just starting the day.  Latte already near death, and me minimizing life has me more free than ever.  Where was I like this, like an empty shopping cart just flying down a hill? Maybe this is the renewal I’ve been chasing. Not the spa-day, cucumber-water kind like…

8-4-25

15:42 The day, hectic in a way I didn’t expect b ut I’m stronger from the throws, and now more Composed. In the loft, checked mail and a couple other moves around this Sonoma County writing base.  No run today, deciding to take the day after two straight 6-plus mile days. Battle with SELF, or…

Freewrite.  13:40

Lunch done and me with thoughts atop thoughts.  Gratitude intoned and thrown.  Not sure where to start, other than I feel so free.  The Nurse and I reflect and converse about this a lot.  Just a few minutes ago actually over text. Going through new pictures taken on T7, of…..  You’ll later know.  But another…

7-31-25

Too hot to run, so weights it is.  Tele-appt at 13:00.  Just got off a call, now with time to SELF.  Reflect, breath, be more than just a normal mindful but see myself in this Vacaville room and house, at this desk… what did I do to get here?  Look for love, finding it, now…

7-26-25

08:50 back from coffee and getting ready for…. In the book, don’t worry.  Big day for the Nurse and I.  Again, more later. Mindful of the room, me in it.  Feelings, emotions – Calm, grateful, but uncontrollably excited. For everything.  What’s next in the Story, starting with the Company.  And, then, of course, BDX.  Taking…

7-23-25

First meeting lighting me on fire.  Hard to contain passion after a meeting like that. Where you’re thanked, praised, asked for further insight.  Huh, imagine that.  And, ENCOURAGED to keep doing what you’re doing…? 09:28 and off the ground.  Thinking about the lunch run, but also still feeling the 7-miler from yesterday.  Nothing thinking about…

Taking 10 or 15 or more for ME.

Coffee and the writing space, this little booth.  Full-circle moment for me, and where I am in the circle is telling me to keep going.  To be my own AI.  Not that I ever really use it seriously, but to depend more on myself and what I’m thinking in a given moment.  Right now… quiet…

7-16-25

Office.  Hearing everything.  Senses heightened, rereading notes from yesterday on branding, content creation.  You don’t “need” anything.  Everything for creation is already present. I’m more alert and awake and sharp and hungry than in past months, or maybe years.  Obvious why that is.  Keep the Beat in its complete keep. More coffee, first note Nurse,…

journal…

11:57 Heading to lunch.  Long meeting and need a break.  Turns out, no run.  It’s cloud and I’m not in the running mind.  AGIAN, should have gone this morning but with interrupted sleep and tired as  tired can be, no. So, taking self to lunch.  Thinking…. Tacos?  Or the Peruvian place.  I don’t know, not…