Today, working from home, Nurse on leave for our wedding, and we both decide PEACE.  And enjoying the day, every day. My writing life and “career”, even though I see it as more life and the latter, BEAUTIFUL.  The other day at the office writing in the writing booth, I just realized what it is. …

I’m acknowledging the mood, and how I feel, but DECIDING to move anyway. In this journal, this book, this life, this new career…. TEN DAYS, till the Nurse and I read vows.  Stunned.  Thought the day would just keep stepping away from us.  But here we are. Moving, and assessing everything about ME, this morning. …

teaches. ☮️

I’m choosing to ignore it. Uncle Stevie over last night, meeting my best man and his wife.  And the time flew by.  Like the Nurse advised me long ago, “Just accept it.” That it will pass, quicker than you’re capable of measuring, appreciating, inventorying or even simply noticing.  Just how it is. Just after seven…

Back from two errands – getting a fishing license, and some wine and other points for dinner tonight with everyone.  Chris and his wife, Uncle Stevie… and again seeing that only 2 weeks, 1 day remain.  Till Alter. And me… here in the home office.. building.  This EVERYTHING Heights Highway, and copy-and-pasting the philosophy and…

“…I cannot and will not be distracted or diverted off this Road.  I refuse.  I’m here, present, the driver and determining character in the contour of all events and matter.  Friend telling me yesterday or the day before that he just decided to start a publishing company and release all his old writings.  That simple. …

Where I stand, what I’m thinking.  This mood, this Now.   What I’m doing next.  My next move, thought, or even dream. Enough. I am beyond merely appeased. Not needing to mentally occupy the next month before I’ve finished this fucking coffee.  I don’t need to predict anyone’s reaction, especially the antithesis, that sloppy aggressor,…