Education today is Newness, planning the entire week ahead of this writer.

Today, no spending.  All cash or floating monies toward this blog and any related project.

Drink more water starting now with the writer going downstairs for a sparkling.

5k run at 11:00, one full scribbled page in the Composition book.

Rough draft of the CS Playbook, land on page 6.  Put in position for editing.

Rather than make more promises and listen then, I teach myself to stop.  Do something outside character, cut habits old like fish on a kitchen slab.

Only 09:09.  Nurse and I waking early this morning, just past 06:30 I think.  She, on call, keeping herself busy rather than waiting for the phone to actually ring.  Yawn, no moment is just a moment or arrangement of numbers on clock, phone, laptop.

Centering, in this writing character.  Nurse coming up to grab a couple of the pictures I had developed and put them in the frame she bought me, for the office.  What I’m shown – HAPPINESS.

Actual love, peace….  The lesson in that echoing through the whole of my Story.  Its entirety, all corners and rooms, lights.

Feel thoughts moving differently.  Hear the Nurse doing something in the other room – I ask her what she’s doing, she tells me she’s taping down the pictures so they don’t slide in the frame, under the glass.

Go to WordPress account…. All in line.  Looking for new tasks, opened the work laptop, communicate a bit with certain colleagues.  Yawn, not letting myself get tired, not even a tad.

Pause for a beat

Make sure the Composition’s a street

Complete, nothing needing delete

…..

My playbook, new Road to it.  Just thought of it now.  You can always learn about yourself and what you can do, what you should, learn from what you’ve done.  The last job, just that.  A job.  No passion, no connection or conviction, no voice.

Never again that happening in this writer’s Story.  No, no way.  Writing everything and not overthinking but looking into it, how unhappy I was.  And now, the writer on an antithetical cloud.