Good thing I uploaded much of it to the blog.

This laptop is acting funny.  Shit…. Do I need to replace it already?

Deciding to STOP.  Worrying, trying to recover what I lost.  There has to be some reason the Story wanted that to happen, right?  Maybe write in the journal for a bit, like Dad recently suggested…

Simplify, consolidate.

Writing booth, taking some time for me… all caught up on Rep and new Rep assessments, communications with team members and leadership….  Remembering I started a list of qualities, for me. 

More like an extended definition.  Part of what Pages ate and I didn’t post to blog, so I start again.  What I remember:

Mike Madigan: positive, free, writer, runner, meditation, calm, kindness, high energy, “sales professional”, “sales trainer”, technology, blogger, diarist, poet, friend, father, husband, son, brother, loyal friend, passionate, tireless, speaker… 

Sure I’m forgetting some points but who cares.  I don’t.  Absolutely no worry.  Much of the STOP thesis is knowing what you are already.  From what you’re every day invited to build.

Deciding to stop fretting about what wasn’t saved.  Struggling a little letting it go, just being honest.  So I force myself to see me, where I am in this building and in this booth and with all the positive language intersecting with wherever I’m standing.

Earlier in the kitchen area just in front of me with one of the other trainers, someone from marketing, then an analyst I think from Enterprise Sales.